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| mollie |
I have to go to hospital on Monday for a colonoscopy. Apparently I will be sedated before they insert the camera, and I will have to take vile stuff the previous day to make sure there are no impediments to its access. I have been told that I need to be close to the loo at all times and, in the 24 hours before the procedure I can only drink clear fluids.
I'm quite looking forward to it.
I have, for several months now suffered daily from griping pains and a need to be -to put it delicately near the loo. It's horrendous. It affects you entire life. I don't like going anywhere I have to travel to, and I don't like going anywhere where I don't know where the loo is.
So I haven't been out much. Originally I was afraid I had cancer, but the Dr has assured me that if that is the case it is highly treatable. And so my real fear is that, next Monday night I will be no wiser about what is causing this than I am now.
I feel tearful all the time, I feel humiliated, and I feel frightened .
Everyone says, don't worry, it's probably nothing.
Something/nothing the prospect of either is equally horrid.
sorry to whine.
thanks for reading if you got this far.
Love Mollie
| 23 Nov 09, 6:36 PM Kali_Ma UK(B), 5 yrs |
My mom's just been through this, you'll feel, 'uncomfortable' for a day or two after so be gentle with yourself and remember even the Queen has a poo! Good luck. PGK 'My Brothers, My Sisters, My Blood...' |
| 23 Nov 09, 6:41 PM andrewsean UK(CO), 5 yrs  |
I did a weblog on the procedure a while back entitled "funniest thing ever!!!", hope that helps you relax before the time of the event. remember folks......it's only kinky the first time |
| 23 Nov 09, 7:34 PM Shamonu UK, 7 yrs |
Good luck my lovely Mollykins xx She's so pure, Moses could'nt even part her knees.....Joan Rivers on Marie Osmond. |
| 23 Nov 09, 7:54 PM just_iana UK(SS), 6 yrs |
just a huge huge hug and best wishes that both the procedure and the fear of the unknown are quickly a thing of the past take care sweety xxx |
| 23 Nov 09, 8:18 PM Bellatrix_LeStrange UK, 6 yrs |
Good luck Mollie xxxxx http://uk.groups.yahoo.com/group/westlondonmunch/ |
| 23 Nov 09, 9:17 PM LondonDaddy UK(WC), 3 yrs |
Good luck...and remember a good bottle of white wine is still a clear fluid. |
| 24 Nov 09, 9:04 AM Mistress_Amethyst UK, 5 yrs   |
the relief will be when they find out what it is  then you will feel better about things. have you someone to go with you monday? xXAXx ~~If you don't like me it's your fault~~ |
| 24 Nov 09, 4:34 PM mollie UK(CR), 8 yrs |
Yes my daughter is coming up from canterbury and afterwards I need someone for 24 hours, and my son will help out there. Luckily my appointment is 4:30pm, so afterwards I will be able to go home to bed. :o) Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?"/ Then a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."" |
| 24 Nov 09, 11:44 PM sublyn UK(BR), 3 yrs |
Good Luck Mollie - we will be thinking of you! If you need anything, just let us know with much love Slim and lyn xxxx |
