Posted by hunny_Beez on Wed 5 May 04, 7:04 PM to hunny_Beez's blog.
i never post without Master reading it first.
There are two reasons for this. firstly my spelling and grammar are very poor. this should not stop me from posting, i should have the confidence in what i am saying. but in the real world i have found that no matter how good and feasible what i am saying is, so many people do not see past the spelling and grammar. they automatically assume that you are less intelligent and subsiquently are not worth listening to.
I would like to be able to say that this doesnt not bother me but it does. I have spent a lifetime of trying to over come my learning disability (yep thats what they call dyslexic these days). it is only in recent years that i have had the confidance to allow others to read what i write. i have been a poet all my life and i have thrown away all i wrote until i met Master, because i did not think they were good enough for others to read. it saddens me that all the poems i wrote as my children grew up, all about what they did, my emotions and thoughts during pregnacy are all lost. the frustration as a child knowing in my head what i wanted to say but unable to put it on paper. there is more to dyslexia than bad spelling and i may do a blog on it one day, but today i am blogging on why i never post without Master reading it.
so the first reason for not posting without Master proof reading is that i want people who chose to read what i write not to be distracted by my inability to spell.
The second reason is my confidance. Master tells me to write what ever i like, it is my weblog and it is not up to him to say what i should or should not put in it. It has taken me over a year to get enough confidance to start writing a weblog. When Master proof reads one of my blogs, i then start asking "is it ok?" should i take out this bit, or that bit, should i expand on this, was it ok to say that.....poor Master lol. Master understands that i need His approval to have the confidance to post, not because i feel that as He owns me i should not have a mind of my own, but i still need Him to hold my hand.
So i asked the questions...Should a submissive post without her Master reading it first? my answer is yes, if a Master has agreed to permit His submissive to keep a weblog then i find it ironic if they then start censoring what goes into it.
You will find in all my post i use Master and submissive. this is not because i do not include all other combinations into my thoughts it is simply that is what Master and i call ourselves, and it is easy when writing to keep it simple. i hope i do not offend. I am not one for labels or tags, but in this world one has to use something to explain, so i use Master for any Dominant, Top, Master, Mistress and submissive for any sub, slave, bottom. For either Master or submissive i include both sexes and TV's and switches at what ever mind set they are in at that moment. .....Hope this sort of makes sense, as i dont want to offend and i do not want to exclude.
