Posted by Elegantly_Wasted on Fri 6 Nov 09, 12:26 AM to Elegantly_Wasted's blog.
I have drunk, partied and fucked my way through the last week in a wonderfully desperate bid to persuade myself it doesn't hurt.
Hot pins in the eyes would be preferential.
I've been beautifully grown up about it all, sensible, level-headed. This is the first time in 8 days since that I've cried.
I know it'll pass. My heart isn't broken. It's a little dented. I'm glad he'll never see this.
Sleep will help.
Nuhnight all x
Edited Fri 6 Nov 09, 10:52 AM by Elegantly_Wasted
| 6 Nov 09, 9:21 AM crimsonsky UK, 7 yrs  |
Sorry to hear that. No getting around it, endings are crap. Try and be kind to yourself until it passes, hope the sleep helped xxx | |
| 6 Nov 09, 11:44 AM Amber_Light 3 yrs |
Aaw. I hope you do feel better about things soon. Those little dents in the heart are all part of our learning and growing but I know they do hurt at the time don't they? Take care. Hug. | |
| 6 Nov 09, 12:20 PM Onememo 2 yrs |
I guess at least being aware of it is a step in the right direction. And remember that there are also people you can talk to. | |
| 6 Nov 09, 12:36 PM Elegantly_Wasted 8 yrs |
Thanks. I know there are plenty of people I can talk to, its really not as emo as it sounds, I just needed to vent last night. I'll be fine. It'll pass. "Put your Ego's down - I've told you before not to play with them...." | |
| 6 Nov 09, 5:17 PM CookieMonster UK, 6 yrs |
Good luck. Veritatis simplex oratio est. Seneca, Roman Statesman Ca. 65 A.D. The language of truth is simple. |
