Posted by Sunhillow
on Fri 30 Oct 09, 5:27 PM to Sunhillow's blog.
This afternoon I have finally discovered that someone I have only ever tried to help & be a friend to has been lying to me for ages... in fact probably for 2 years.
They even carried on lying to me when it was obvious they were about to get found out! Pretty stupid huh?!
And I say 'finally discovered' because I have had my suspicions for a long time but wanted to believe the best about this person.
I feel so bloody stupid! I have been lied to and manipulated & used. But the web of deceit was extremely elaborate.
I'm not looking for any sympathy. I just wanted to vent. And I know this is the internet and these things are rife. Block, delete & move on. But it's still a horrible feeling and somehow it seems worse because it was another woman; I know that's a stupid thing to say, but it's how I feel.
And....
I also have the flu lurgy 
Edited 'cos I pressed summut I shouldn't have before I'd finished typing
Edited Fri 30 Oct 09, 5:31 PM by Sunhillow
