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| Soul_Alloy |
on Sun 18 Oct 09, 10:09 PM to Soul_Alloy's blog.
"Hitting someone is never fun."
Been lecturing my son on this today, and couldn't help but feel just a little of a hypocrit... I was just telling him off for hitting his younger brother, and came out with it when he was laughing (in that infuriating way kids do in an attempt to get away from the subject of why they're being told off).
And it was on the way home tonight I found myself reflecting on it. One of those things I had to adjust my own view on to accept myself. Because I'm a masochist. Someone hits me in the right way and bloody hell yes it is fun! I remember all those years of self disgust at my fantasies, all that effort to try and steer my mind in a different direction.
And I wonder if I might end up inflicting that same battle on him unwittingly. Which is kind of daft. I've tried writing to explain why three times but can't put exactly why it's daft yet. The closest I can get is a cross between the future being unknown, and crossing that bridge on reaching it.
Just one of those odd things I found myself thinking today, and it kind of harks back to what I remember my dad always saying to me as I was growing up...
"Do as I say, not as I do"
| 18 Oct 09, 10:26 PM Flatfish UK(M), 2 yrs |
That's actually the best piece of advice I could give myself. "You know what Stewie? If it annoys you that much why don't you go on the internet and complain." - Brian Griffin |
