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on Fri 16 Oct 09, 7:49 AM to princessl8tex's blog.
You look in a mirror and you hate what you see. I have to look in a mirror everyday of my life and I hate what I see. I see a person in a body that I hate. I should not say that because that person is me. I like who I am, but I look wrong. I know its only an outer shell and that can be changed. But after years of looking at the wrong outer shell I am becomming tired of it.
I look in the mirror as I clense and tone my face. I still hate what I see. I apply my foundation and I start to feel different. I then apply the rest of my makeup and the change is starting. My heart beat grows stronger. I dress and slip on my hair. Then I look in the mirror and love what I see. I can now face the world with a smile on my face.
I have become very content in my new life. I have my first gender reasignment meeting at the end of October. I know I am doing the right thing and dont need anyone to tell me. I am very lucky to have a partner who has given me the chance to live as the person I have longed to be.
I LIVE, I BREATH, I TOUCH, I FEEL, I SMELL,I LOOK, I SEE, I THINK like the woman I have allways felt is trapped inside this male body. But now the true person is on the outside and that makes me feel so happy and proud.
I know now that the final opperation will be an anticlimax as I am living my life now. I am free as a bird, I float high in the clouds like a bird.I was born trapped, but I have been reborn free at last.
I am not transgender, I am not transsexual,I do not need a lable. I am simply ME
Edited Fri 16 Oct 09, 10:43 AM by princessl8tex
| 16 Oct 09, 9:30 AM Christma_sassy UK, 3 yrs |
I'm a 'natural born' woman and I feel like that every time I look in the mirror until I put my make up on too, believe me! Welcome to the club! (º•.¸(¨*•.¸¸.•*¨)¸.•º) «.•°•. Scarlet .•°•.» (¸.•º(¸.•¨**¨•.¸)º•.¸) |
| 16 Oct 09, 9:45 AM hollythedolly UK(NN), 2 yrs  |
Everyone tends to think this way but you are you. You are special, your a lovely girl and you light up spankabull when you arrive. I have been feeling negative recently but i know who i am. You have 2 special people in your life celebrate that who care for you it's more than some of us have.
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| 17 Oct 09, 9:54 AM ElectricLadyLand UK, 4 yrs |
Wishing you everything you wish for yourself. Ruby xx He looked into My eyes, and I almost died. Then I remembered what I was and half killed him. |
