Posted by candygirl
on Mon 22 Mar 04, 9:09 PM to candygirl's blog.
Life is full of choices and decisions. We all make these at every turn of our lives, at major crossroads and what we see as simple choices.
Even if the choice we make is the wrong one, i believe that in time that we will be brought back onto the right path to continue our journey as it should be.
I believe in fate, i always have done, but i suppose i ignore the consequences in life, as i suppose that many do, and go railroading off into the wrong direction.
The main element of our minds that we all have is our intuition, but do we always use it? I know from personal experience that i can be very analitical, thats not the same thing as intuition is it. That gut feeling that tells us whether this is right or wrong.
Another way of looking at things is that even if a decision or choice is made and it turns out not to be the right one, we dont despair, we look at what we have learnt. From all experiences there are positives and negatives, and we need to look at them all together. Life is a lesson i believe, one to learn, one to experience the wrong decisions because that is where we learn.
I have made wrong decisions in my life, not just in the scene, but through my life as i am sure we all have. I like to think that i have learnt from these but i know that when i end up at square one i havnt learnt anything.
My worst part of my personality is the syndrome the grass is always greener and i can honestly say that i am extremely impatient.
Events, which have happened recently have definately made me recognise these facets in myself and i am glad to say that things have worked out for the best. I have had a second chance for which i am very grateful.
I am determined to be more patient, to allow events to happen when its time for them to happen and not to try to speed them along, I know that this only causes unrealistic expectations.
In previous posts i have made i have always stated that this is the start of a journey, lifes journey doesnt stop and start with each experience, they are ongoing. So my life continues, but this time a lot of lessons have been learnt.
Life gets better from within and not from outside influences or someone waving a magic wand. We all have to look inside from time to time and be judgemental of ourselves rather than using that energy on others.
Thanks for reading this and i hope that it makes sense.
candy xx
Edited Mon 22 Mar 04, 9:25 PM by candygirl
