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| LeatherDaddi |
My journey into BDSM/Leather life began some years ago. I had the good fortune of meeting people, who lived the "Leather Life", in America. People that helped me realise my dreams, my darkest fantasies, helped me to find answer to so many questions.
From "Old Guard" Leather Men, who talked and allowed me to listen, allowed me to understand what kind of life I wanted to build for myself.
Tops, who guided me, Dominants that taught me, submissive's that helped me. I shed tears of anger, frustration, pain and breathtaking joy. I bled, gave it freely, willingly, my ultimate gift. I learned, I grew, and I fell down, fucked up and flew.
I was told I had “earned” my LeatherDaddi name and I carried it back with pride.
I came back to the UK, all fired up and fresh faced, still hungry to learn, feel, experience. I met some incredible people, folks who will always have a share in who I have become today. Those that watched as I "grew" into My Leathers, those that stood back when I needed them to, those who kicked my arse when needed, and those who just listened and held.
I am guilty of not saying thank you, to those who still touch my life, regardless of heart hurts, anger, and broken trust.
Over the years I have neglected to thank those that really taught me, welcomed me, and gave me the confidance to step out into this “huge” kinky world of pervery.
To the stunningly beautiful Lady, who popped my nervy cherry, in the toilets of the New Years Eve Lash, I believe my 1st words were, “I just have to say, you look bloody incredible”..to which the said Lady, had this Butch blushing, BV, I will never forget meeting you that night, nor for all the years of friendship you have shown Me, thank you..ohh.p.s.I still think your bloody incredible..
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To all those people in Birmingham, Manchester, and the various events, thank you for making this old Butch feel like I belonged..x
DK, Rachel (LeatherDyke), Lu (LeatherEagle), you were the first people to open up your home, life's and hearts. You helped me learn, you taught me. Over the years, as Your Family grew, I have been accepted, not judged for my fuck ups and failings, I have been welcomed in Your home, you kept the hand of friendship outstretched, even when i smacked it away, for those hurts, for those times I caused heartache, I am sorry.
For everything I have learnt, taught, felt and shared..Thank You
I feel cleansed of all the negative bullshit I have carried, free from the crap and dregs of the bad times, and completely open to the good times..the new times to come..
This new, yet familiar, road I take actually feels damned good, I know I shall still stumble, I shall still look to those I love and trust, to help guide, push, and allow me to continue to learn. Someone very important in my life once said “ the day we don't learn something, anything, is a waste of a day”. So, back to Leather Daddi..why? Because I have bloody well earned it..x
Leather Daddi Lee
p.s those that read this and choked on your cornflakes..no one is ever that "big" that they can't admit when they have been wrong..and there have been times I have been very wrong..thanks for waiting for me to put things right..x
| 7 Oct 09, 8:30 AM cinder UK(CR), 7 yrs  |
Lovely post - not sickening at all  N x | |
| 7 Oct 09, 2:45 PM DKLeather  UK(S), 11 yrs |
Wow.
I just love you, that's all. It's easy, you're easy to love.
See you soon.
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| 7 Oct 09, 3:12 PM epona74 UK(SL), 7 yrs |
Beautiful blog! More people should thank the people around them! c Two roads diverged in a wood and I, I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference. (R Frost) | |
| 7 Oct 09, 7:19 PM SyrBoots UK, 5 yrs |
I wasn't eating cornflakes! Glad to read this and see you still learning and still travelling that path.. We all make mistakes in life, but hopefully we learn from them. One of mine was being too scared to 'see' the Leather Daddi in front of me when Hy was there all the time.. But.. I am guilty of another thing - and that is also neglecting to say thank you. So, thank you Lee for giving me the realisation that I could pursue this life for myself.
Jali I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. Edited 7 Oct 09, 7:25 PM by SyrBoots | |
| 7 Oct 09, 11:37 PM BlueVelvet UK(B), 9 yrs |
*Soft smile* I still remember you standing there...can see it as clear as day *hugs* Hon, you are very special to both cerbie and I. We love you dearly, always will, and we'll always be here should you need us. Good to see the name back where it belongs, in the heart and soul of someone very special, who does indeed truly deserve it. XX
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| 8 Oct 09, 11:15 AM LeatherDaddi UK, 7 yrs |
Well, hello there Jali, ltns..thank you your comment..it' good to see you have still chosen the Lifestyle ..hope life is treating you well. LDL ..guilt is no reason to hate.. | |
| 8 Oct 09, 11:16 AM LeatherDaddi UK, 7 yrs |
<kicks the dirt> well shucks..thank ya..lol see you soon..x.x.x ..guilt is no reason to hate.. | |
| 8 Oct 09, 11:19 AM LeatherDaddi UK, 7 yrs |
tsk..got that damned leaking eye thing going on again..lol..thank you BV..you will always be that stunning Lady at my 1st Lash..see you soon.. hugs n stuff Lee ..guilt is no reason to hate.. |
