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| andrewsean |
on Thu 10 Sep 09, 8:03 AM to andrewsean's blog.
This is the first proper negative weblog i have done to my knowledge but here goes.........
Fucked off with a lot of things at the moment and can't see a way out of this low ebb. Don't know why things are ganging up on me, I've had a great 2 weeks off, loads of play, parties, club night at Twisted and munches. Visited friends, laughed at things only the people concerned will understand.
So why do I feel so low, why do certain arseholes manage to put their knives in that chink in my armour and twist them, how can they get to me like they have, why have I been in tears while Mistress isn't looking (don't want her to see me cry because she worries).
I have a brilliant life, no real money worries, bills paid, excellent Mistress who loves me as much as I worship her. Nice car, family around me and the greatest friends a man could ever wish for.
To my friends from informed consent I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the love and support you give to Mistress and I.
To those very few petty little idiots that are determined to make a small "scene" community even smaller for me.....I truely hope that the next time you have a shit it is a hedgehog!
Rant over, normal stupidity will be resumed soon.
Andy/Andrea xx
| 10 Sep 09, 8:07 AM summberblues UK(LS), 7 yrs |
Think no matter what you do, where you are, you will always find somebody very willing to twist the knife. Just feel sorry for them cos if thats how they have to get their kicks in life then they cant have much of a life themselves. | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 8:54 AM Elvenkind 7 yrs |
Jealousy is what it mounts up to at the end of the day. Stay true to yourself and your mistress. Stay positive. Elvenkind xx a 4 foot, 11 and 3/4 inch elf. | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 9:48 AM aeoni UK(CO), 7 yrs |
Big, big hugs.... just remember some people have hidden shallows...and whatever they are doing is only an expression of their weaknesses not yours....strong people don't need to twist knives or stab you in the back | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 9:51 AM Mistress_Amethyst UK, 5 yrs   |
do you remember writing this
it helped me when I was feeling low xXAXx ~~If you don't like me it's your fault~~ | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 9:52 AM andrewsean UK(CO), 5 yrs |
remember folks......it's only kinky the first time | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 10:00 AM Mistress_Amethyst UK, 5 yrs |
HUGS, HUGS ,HUGS, HUGS, HUGS, AND MORE HUGS xXAXx ~~If you don't like me it's your fault~~ | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 10:08 AM Storm_in_a_D_cup UK, 3 yrs |
pepole have nothing better to do than sit there and cause grief for other's what sad little lives they must lead?
but as for you don't waste your emotions on others that clearly don't deserve it, you are better than that babe and you will always be. xxxx storm | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 10:16 AM QuietD UK(WV), 7 yrs |
Generally people that try to ruin or spoil what others have, are only jealous of what others do have, my advice to you would be to think more about what you do have and less about what others think of you. For high quality hand made fetish goods and many other items please visit http://www.qds-emporium.co.uk Edited 10 Sep 09, 10:17 AM by QuietD | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 2:00 PM Jays_wench UK(CO), 3 yrs |
big hugs and keep smiling you and mistress are such dear friends of master and i xx kneels by His feet now and always, this lifestyle is in our veins ~ escape is futile | |||
| 10 Sep 09, 4:31 PM Amber_Light 3 yrs |
First of all, I totally agree with what everyone else has already said here. Looks to me like you are well liked, so take in all that positive energy. The other thing that struck me is the amount of fun we have can often have a huge impact on how sensitive we are to things afterwards. When I have had a great week, munches, club, lots of time with friends, its all such a high that I then have a bit of a low afterwards and feel quite sensitive to lots of things. Remember to have that relaxing time too - a day of doing nothing, relaxing in the bath, reading a good book, few glasses of wine or a beer. Dont let the idiots spoil it for you. x |
