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| Khrysalis |
on Thu 27 Aug 09, 1:17 PM to Khrysalis's blog.
I have Rapid Cyling Bipolar Affective Disorder. I was diagnosed 2 years ago after struggling for years to cope with violent mood swings and depression. Over the last couple of months it has become more difficult to manage and my condition has deteriorated so much so that I ended up in hospital last night. My local Crisis Team are now involved and are hopefully going to put a care plan in place for me that will help me to manage and get some quality of life back. The adventure I had at the hospital last night (thankfully they let me come home under supervision) made me stop and wonder at myself. The psychiatrist who saw me last night asked me when the last time I felt truly 'normal' was. My reply... Sunday evening for half an hour curled up with my head in His lap. I didn't mention that this was an afterplay cuddle with my Master, who let me up on the couch for a fuss. So is this truly the only time I feel 'normal'? I sure as hell don't feel normal at work or in the general everyday world. I wonder if there are other kinksters out there with Bipolar who feel the same. I know that is Master doesn't play with me for a while my condition seems to get tougher to manage. Well, ramble over for now. I hope the Crisis Team are good!
| 27 Aug 09, 9:42 PM votre_maitresse UK(BH), 5 yrs |
i hope this is the beginning of gettig you back together and gainig some normality/peace/happiness back for yourself, its gonna be a big journey, keep us posted!!! |
