Posted by Northern_Phoenix on Thu 4 Mar 04, 10:49 AM to Northern_Phoenix's blog.
last night.....
Yesterday i found something about Someone i'm in touch with that would have put an end to everything if true. Of course, because i had doubts about Her, i just assumed it to BE true.
Rather than just giving up on Her i actually surprised surprised myself by asking all of the hard questions that were in my head, (the things i normally wouldn't ask anyone, and hope they reveal themselves over time.)
Well, as it turns out my house of cards from yesterday didn't tumble. i asked the questions, and got honest answers in return.
The lesson is to realise that just because i've found something that would be REALLY bad, to not instantly assume the worst and give up without any chance for an explaination.
Which leads me to a note about my weblogs. A lot will probably be written 'on impulse'. i'll be using them to get my feelings on things out, even if my feelings go away within a day or so for whatever reason
Because of things in the past, i have good reason not to give my trust freely. And that story might be here pretty soon.....
phoenix
Edited Thu 4 Mar 04, 11:06 AM by Northern_Phoenix
