Posted by melody_A
on Fri 24 Jul 09, 8:24 PM to melody_A's blog.
20 months. Some days I don't think about her at all.
Life goes on, laughter, love and growing. My memories of her make me smile, there is love and warmth when her name passes my lips. She was my rock, my greatest champion, my wise advisor, my best friend.
Then suddenly without warning I am paralysed with pain and shock that the world is still turning without her. The terrible pain forms in the pit of my stomach and crawls slowly up my throat until it chokes me.
Sometimes I wallow in the pain, it's easier that way. It will pass. I wonder why after so long it can still feel so raw.
Will the pain every really go away?
Perhaps I don't want it to.
