Posted by filthyhighlander on Tue 14 Jul 09, 9:58 AM to filthyhighlander's blog.
The clock seems to have speeded up and I am conscious of it getting louder and even quicker reminding me that time for the task set by Master is just about to run out. Where have the last 4 weeks gone, why is Friday getting close too quickly.
I have not been able to find that female sub Master has asked me to find to join me in receiving Master's wonderful punishment.
Don't get me wrong Master has been more than generous and understanding that his task was difficult but was set by him to prove myself.
Master did extend the task to include couples which by Friday I will have done twice but I know it is still not what he asked for and still not good enough for him. The rule was that if I failed I may or may not see Master again so I am writing this with dread and a heavy heart at what might happen at the end of the week.
Whether or not Master accepts my efforts so far and allows me to continue my search for what he has asked I don't know. If only I could see into the future. This is just a useless failure of a sub putting her thoughts down and NOT FOR ANYONE TO SPEAK BADLY OF MASTER WHO IS WONDERFUL AT WHAT HE DOES AND KEEPING ME IN MY PLACE. When Master decides I am due some punishment I am like a giddy school girl and just can't wait to reach the highs he takes me to during each one. The thought of that ending isn't a pleasant one.
So for anyone that has cared to read this, advice or suggestions are most welcome at this hour of need and if you pray – please say one for me!
| 14 Jul 09, 10:03 AM Filth_Wizard UK(RM), 8 yrs   |
Sorry, I was staring at your pictures - what did you say again? Never fear, I'm sure something (or someone) will pop up unexpectedly. If I were him, I'd have fun considering a suitable punishment rather than letting you go. Edited 14 Jul 09, 10:04 AM by Filth_Wizard |
