Posted by ALittleBizarre
on Mon 13 Jul 09, 6:22 PM to ALittleBizarre's blog.
Does anyone else really enjoy subdrop? I find the emotional rollercoaster rather thrilling. For every up there must be a down...
| 13 Jul 09, 7:15 PM shibari_mike UK(IG), 3 yrs  |
Not really. My attitude is that when a scene is over, I want it to be over and get back to normal life, but I can't because I'm in subdrop. A wise-man once told me never to trust anything a wise-man tells you. |
| 13 Jul 09, 7:16 PM ALittleBizarre 5 yrs |
Hmm, must just be me then. "Hey boy take a look at me, Let me dirty up your mind." --Garbage |
| 13 Jul 09, 7:20 PM Jahc99 UK, 5 yrs |
It's usually fine - a rather pleasant knackered, beaten, bashed, bruised and bonked to bits feeling. Only unpleasant on rare occassion. Why poison your liver when I could eat it for you? |
| 13 Jul 09, 7:32 PM shibari_mike UK(IG), 3 yrs |
My last one was unpleasant, but only because I think I pushed my limits too far and tried to do too much. A wise-man once told me never to trust anything a wise-man tells you. |
| 13 Jul 09, 7:37 PM ALittleBizarre 5 yrs |
I like the unpleasantness for some reason, the ache, the crying, the loss, the hurt, the humiliaton, the raw feeling it leaves me with. "Hey boy take a look at me, Let me dirty up your mind." --Garbage |
| 13 Jul 09, 8:39 PM just_iana UK(SS), 6 yrs |
Sometimes its really quite of the exquisite delight of the whole thing, and i really then enjoy the coming to ground of the rollercoaster ride, I've also felt its part of what i give back..in the same way tears of pain and humiliation are, and good behaviour are...(not sure i am saying that too well) but then its something i can enjoy for its discomfort, (still not making sense except to me!) but..sometimes its just like a balloon bursts and then i sort of implode and its really raw and i feel i get everything badly wrong...and thats not enjoyable..but fortunately not something that happens a lot! |
