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Ok tough week at work having to be exceptionally eggshell like in my approach right now, having to deal with the fragile egos of politicans, poor babes. Need a good whack with a cane is what. Got nasty nasty meeting Friday where I just know I will be flayed alive and not in a good way. Anyhow due to overload of tact and diplomacy at work you're now getting absolutely none at all on here. Well for fucks sake I've never been flamed yet so let's see if I can make that happen. I think all this stuff about limits is bollocks.
Yep bollocks, crap, nonsense, bullshit and the rest of everything else that should be landfill. Look, I SAID LOOK, (see run out of patience competely), its about the relationship isnt it huh? You know - looking for someone that cares for you as you care for them and if the arse makes you do something that hurts you mentally or physically in a bad way then they're a cunt aren't they. Why does it have to be more difficult than that?
Sometimes we talk and think too much and forget the simple rules, like are you having fun? Yes? Good, go for it. No? Stop then and do something different.
I have thought long and hard tonight about a few issues of my own. Fuck it, is my final conclusion. (so I did or at least got fucked whey hey, but that was prior to my conclusion, has to be said was more of a preliminary introduction). Also been beaten hard and heavily lately and carry some impressive marks to which most of you would say who is the mad fucker that gave you those and has anyone told Colbeh? Thing is I wanted them, I love them and admire them hugely. So bollocks to any that say that's way too far.
Just stop with the analysis the contract the bargains the limits that you strike and just do what feels good and right, with consideration and care, whatever sits well and positively with you mentally and physically.
After all if you have to have rules and regulations then what the fuck are you doing playing with the person involved in the first place please. Aren't we all adults....
OMG a moment of self doubt am I being naive? Nahhhh I just hate rules and regultations and contracts, fucks sake dont we have to follow enough shit in our everyday lives?
Boxes, contracts, limits, rules.... lets tie ourselves up until we cant breath cause we like that too right?
Just live and enjoy. Life's too short. Spontainaity and fun should be your only rules. Fuck everything else... hmm that sounds good too..
Dont worry will be back to usual fun self after I have killed several politicians on Friday.
Fuck did I say fuck too much in this blog? Good. Can't go wrong with lots of fucking.
Edited Tue 21 Sep 04, 9:37 PM by alexandraa
