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| alexandraa |
Well long weekend and i've been up and down the country and had a great time all in all. Started on Friday collecting the delightful teaserpleaser and dashing up to evil twin's to try on corsets galore to the amusement of mini Domme. Then across to Huddersfield for a full on injection of Yorkshire accent and to get ready for Nemesis.
Well what can i say about Nemesis. Fab that's what and i know someone special who would have been delighted to drag me round every piece of equipment, bending, shaping and beating me accordingly. Was a great place and a great party and lots of fun had by all. Although judging by the noise it actually sounded like there were folk in lots of pain.... can you believe that??? But hey each to their own....
Then my turn for serious pain... yes a visit to the family which was good and bad in turns but nothing new there overall was good to see them. Back south on sunday (phew) and just felt so good to be heading back to London. I have such a sense of home coming now when i pass over the M25. I've always been a bit of a nomad but here, i am happy. I like it. Its good. Dont get me wrong i loved going north again, love the splendid bleak desolation of the moors. They will always have a special place in my heart. For some reason i always feel horny when i see them... one day maybe.... You never know what life brings. (oh shut up, yes i know lots of things make me horny).
Have also spruced up the living room. Painted a much marked and grubby looking wall that was once terracota. Its now Roasted Red. The paint chart lies. Roasted Red is in fact RED. NOT dark terracota. Forget the roasting. Roasted red my arse (i wish). However looks cool well hot and toasty actually, and now clashes delightfully with the terracota sofa. No no its not that bad actually. Honest. In fact the more i look at it the more i think it matches my sofa and well it looks a huge load better than it did before.
What else??? Hmmmmm. Not much just happy at the moment which is a great feeling and looking forward to seeing what life turns up this week. Feel balanced. I know exactly what i want. I have no doubts. Have thought long and hard again all weekend. We'll see.
EDIT Compromises - we all compromise in a relationship. To me that's what its about, bending, flexibility, the happiness of the person you are in that relationship with etc. I have compromised in many shapes and forms in the different relationships I have had. There are however a couple of things I will not compromise on ever again. They are too important to me.
I must have complete respect for the man in my life. I must have a huge sexual desire for him. I need to love him to pieces. I need to feel the desire to submit to him in all ways, mentally and physically.
He must have mutual desire and respect for me and a desire to Dominate me. Sadistic streak always welcome.
Above all else that sexual buzz just has to be there. The chemistry has to fit. D/s just has to be part of it.
Everything thing else? Who cares?
Who said handsome with green eyes was a must..... OK OK it's a must hahha.
Edited Mon 30 Aug 04, 3:53 PM by alexandraa
