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| alexandraa |
No no its not what you think.... You dirty perverts... I am now trained, and you will not believe this, trained to..... wait for it...... in a begging position please..... (hahha)
I'm fully trained in how to throw away rubbish. Oh yes. I know exactly how to throw things away. Yep. Fully trained and certified thrower awayer. What am I talking about I hear you crying. Well, the other day at work THE MANAGEMENT decided that it would be a good idea if everyone spent the day sorting out their desks, filing cabinets and files, throwing away everything unnecessary.
Was fab, what a great day, very therapeutic, found stuff that had been missing, sorted loads of crap out and destressed into the bargain. BUT to start the day off a consultant had been brought in to train us in how to throw things away. Barking huh? Obviously THE MANAGEMENT thought it a good idea to start with the important things and throw away some money. But hey we had a great team day. I personally found (despite the training) that everything on my desk was in fact unnecessary... Clear desk policy that's me now. Dare to put anything on my desk and its straight in the bin cause I've been trained you know... Its lovely.
So is it all about sex... wellllll. At first I thought in fact it was all about sex. That was my driving force when I first stumbled into the lifestyle. I need rough sex and I need it now. Get over here and beat and fuck me stupid. Now I say! (Very subbie huh?) (Oh and I'm very intelligent so that's a great deal of beating and fucking I need).
Hang on hang on that was nearly three years ago, calm down. I said DOWN! (Raises eyebrow). And I must remember that next time I'm maiming and slashing someone for being an arse and asking me (in panting breathless telephone voice) have I ever had sex with 2 men at the same time (slobber slobber). Why the fuck would anyone want to do that jeeezzz get a grip its crap.
What do I think now? No matter your role, sub or Dom, its about feeling loved, cared for and essentially important to somebody else. Bubblewrapped in adoration. Bubblewrapping someone else in adoration. Its about a skip load of stuff, huge mounds of things, the sexual aspects being but a facet of the whole.
Mind you.... sex is pretty damn important too. Rough sex that is of course... OK OK I admit it gentle sex has its place.... maybe 10% of the time... I know that for sure becuase I did a surveyy and 9 out of 10 people said, "Rough sex is the best". Its true, its true. Well there were times when, well, you know.. when.... hmmmm well... you know just a look, a touch...
Edited Mon 19 Jul 04, 7:41 PM by alexandraa
