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| alexandraa |
I dont get it. What's funny or clever about attacking other people? I look behind what others write to the "why" they write the things they write. Look for the hurt or the pain, the unhappiness or sometimes the simple joy.
I write for myself to get my thoughts together. If you find my blogs tedious then dont read them.
Sometimes I also write in response to others in an attempt to help. Today I wrote about the gift of submission because someone asked how could it be a gift when you can take it away.
Then I came to look and saw ouchy nastiness.
Friends would be aware of course of exactly how much I have been hurting and how I have struggled hard to be positive and come to terms with the way my life has panned out. I write about myself and Colbeh because it was 2 years that profoundly and positively affected me. Two years of joy that I want to share. Two years of experiences I will now move on from and build on. It doesn't take much though to knock me back.
Why would someone write in mockery, scorn and spite on a never ending basis?
A rule I was once taught - Dont engage. Bugger I just have haven't I? And yes it was Colbeh that taught me that rule.
Edited Mon 28 Jun 04, 10:10 PM by alexandraa
