 |
| alexandraa |
A quiet weekend time for contemplation, time for just me to take a breath and allow myself to think. I'm very good at ignoring issues and pretending they dont exist, exceptionally adept at it in fact. So consequently its been a bit of a toughie but i feel there's light at the end of the tunnel. Couple more corners to turn maybe but i'm getting there. Ohhh i tell you what i did though. I told my sister about my lifestyle. Oh yes.
Thing is she has added IM to her PC and of course added me on and I'm think OMG OMG what about my profile???? What if she twigs and goes looking at that? Pic of me and flogger too. Eeeeeekkkkkk. So i thought here goes, time to tell. I keep forgetting i haven't told her. So, I told her. And, she was fine about it. Phew. Interested even. Asked some sensible questions and was perfectly accepting. I suspect she might be even more interested than that hehehe. We'll see. She's in the USA though so dont worry there wont be 2 of us on the prowl over here. You just have evil twin and i to put up with....
EDIT... Oh bugger bugger bugger bugger.... Just spoke to my sis again. Damn and blast a particular fcukwit to hell. Her husband is abusing her. How dare he, how dare he, how dare he. Thats my little sis. I need to maim and kill. I feel so helpless, she's a million miles away. 2 young children, no job, no self confidence, he has completely destryoed her self esteem, you know it - that total place you go when you're abused. Damn blast and bugger what am I to do.
Edited Sun 27 Jun 04, 9:05 PM by alexandraa
