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| alexandraa |
An odd day today. I've felt kind of dislocated, not quite there, away with the fairies. Is that stress? Been a chuff of a week I have to say that. Firstly the bloody dismissal thing, my shoulders are still stiff and aching from the tension that day. Then foolishly against my better judgement I applied for promotion, knowing full well I was more than capable but also knowing full well office politics were in effect and I didn't have a chance. Gave a blinder of an interview yesterday and actually got my hopes up just to be dashed today when they tell me I haven't been in london long enough. What the buggery is that about? For chuff sake I come from YORKSHIRE what more could anyone ask for than a gobby northern monkey? Like I say office politics cause obviously I'm perfect in every way.
I wouldn't mind really but I'd told my manager I wasn't going to apply and she absolutely insisted I must. She put me through all that for what? I know exactly where to go for ritual humilation thank you vey much.
What I need now is a right good thrashing. For me there's nothing that works tension out of my body better than a bastard of a thrashing... ahhhh welllll I have actually thought of something else that works better... I aint telling.
So evil twin's cleavage?? Blimey I tell you what the thought of her running braless for the bus was ermmmmm how shall I put this?? Interesting.. Dont see why she gets so much cleavage. Its not fair. Just not not not fair. I'm not unhappy with my allocation but you know a little more wouldn't have gone amiss. However her cleavage?? She has her own mountain rescue team on standby as men loose themselves in it on a constant basis - or more to the point wish they could. Not fair. And yes Colbeh I have noticed your eyes stray in the past. Oh yes. Or was that just more manic jealousy of mine?
Humph.... Men and cleavages what is soooo irresistible about them? Well to be honest I dont mind looking at either myself... men in particular... can loose myself in that. Perhaps that's why i was away with the fairies today. Just too much daydreaming of certain things.....
Edited Sun 6 Jun 04, 6:46 PM by alexandraa
