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The problem with Long Distance Relationships is the Sunday Goodbyes...
Pulling out of Euston station, with tears pouring down my face, with love in my heart, but the despair of missing him in my mind.
I want to be honest, my dear readers - I dont want to feel this way; I dont want to be sad every time we part company; I nearly broke down in tears three times just on the tube journey from Picadilly to Euston and the wait at the station; and sat on that train, with my wonderful Tetra looking at me through the window, it made my heart break and fall...
I am missing him terribly. I love him so much, and this torture is greater than any i felt during my time in tuition, as a sub and a masochist.
I doubt he will read this for a very long time, but I want him to know that, at this moment, my heart is weeping. And yet, I know, through karma, or providence, or whatever you choose to call it, i know he is feeling the same and i know he can understand me and he knows exactly what i am going through.
I love him, and I know he loves me...
I wish he was here with me right now, and I wouldnt have to type this up.
so, i sign off by saying the following, casting it out into the void and hoping the echoes reach him, no matter how far away he may be.
"Tetra... I love you"
| 6 Jul 09, 12:52 AM DSC2006couk UK(CV), 3 yrs  |
Parting is so hard ... but you will endure !
It also makes the future get togethers even sweeter A really big hug to you from both Babs & I. Life is for living, so untie your self imposed chains, go out & grab it with both hands, give it a good shake & a spanking .. or .. to quote Oscar Wilde .. “The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it. Resist it & your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden itself" Edited 6 Jul 09, 12:53 AM by DSC2006couk |
| 6 Jul 09, 6:47 AM slavedave22 UK(B), 6 yrs |
i know you my friend but only in passing at the munches in brum and i was at your ceromony at the bbb i,ve seen the looks you both have for eachother, your spoken words at the ring exchange, and now i read your writings, in every case you have touched my heart, and made me silently wish you both well, its real hard on you i know but tell you this, soon you,ll be together and stay together, even un-knowingly you,ll both be working towards it and it,ll come maybe sooner than you think but it,ll come, persevere your both worth it, all the love in the world to you both xxx no animals or trees were harmed in sending this however several million electrons were aggitated |
| 6 Jul 09, 1:12 PM Elohims_jay UK(B), 7 yrs |
:: BIG HUGS :: Make the most of the time you have together ... use the time apart to plan for your next time together ... and remember it is not forever .. One day you will be taking the very last train journey .. and that one you will make with a smile on your face. The way you feel about each other is clear when you are together and it will keep you bound to each other through hard times. Hang on in there babe and dream of when you will have your boy with you for good j xxxx "You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough." ~ George Moore |
| 6 Jul 09, 6:02 PM Beledis 5 yrs |
Oh, I know what it's like. It sucks. Said goodbye to my love last night.
Just because you did something a hundred times, doesn't mean you did it right! |
