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| alexandraa |
I have to say I laughed and laughed at this blog by Sindie and was stunned to remember I had done the very same thing. Yes, I have to shamefully (how humiliating lol) hold my hand up and say I too tortured my dolls and also my poor defenceless teddy bears and in particular my sisters dolls and soft toys Mwahahahahhahahhaaaaa.....
Ahh hhow funny and no seriously i'm not Domme but somewhere somehow i must have been acting out things i would like to happen to me. Hmmm but there was definitely a feeling of extra glee when my sisters toys "got theirs" Mwahahahahahaaaaaa..... No wonder M keeps me so strictly and tightly controlled.
I can also remember when I was around 8 or 9 having a fetish for being tied up, particularly to a tree for some reason. I was always trying to persuade my sisters to play games that meant we chased each other all over the house and gardens, the aim of which was to be captured and horribly tortured. They were never as keen as I, poor deluded fools. What fun. How could they not want to do it?
Also what about Penelope Pitstop and the Hooded claw how S&M is that??? I loved it. All that chasing and bondage and torture (that never quite happened damnit), too many lucky escapes I bet old Penny was a seriously frustrated sub and secretly loved the Hooded Claw. I did and I know my sisters thought I was nuts. Funny when I start thinking about it how deeply embedded submission is in me and that clearly the play aspects of Ds have always thrilled me.
I know I am closest to the edge of screaming and tantrum throwing when M is slowly teasing me. Not that I would ever dare, god forbid I can see THE LOOK on his face now. Torture - you cant go wrong with that. What a delightfully long and varied menu of teasing toture tormenting pain and pleasure we have to pick from. Endless endless variety. The only thing that astounds me is why doesn't everyone want to do it? Are they insane?
Mwahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaa................
Edited Thu 4 Mar 04, 5:43 PM by alexandraa
