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| alexandraa |
M had a nasty sore throat all last week which made him feel tired and run down, didn't stop him exhausting me in the bedroom department but is he ever back on form now. Its funny whenever he's ill or tired or upset about something his evilness disappears. He's always strict and in control (and highly sexually charged) but his teasing tormenting evility more or less vanishes. I can tell as soon as I hear his voicethat he's back on form, there's this subtle undertone to it that means - Mwahhahahahhahah am I ever in a wickedly evil mood today and you slave are in for a time of it. Of course that just gets me incredibly excited. Sadly I wont see him today but no doubt that means the wicked evilness will build. Possibly a chance of some sore spots on Wednesday...... poor abused slave i hear you cry. Terrible isn't it?
I think when you're about 16 and you're doing your
career stuff at school, you remember all those tick
boxes that ultimately told you you should be a rocket
scientist or a road sweeper, well i think.... you
should get training and guidance in different sexual
pathways you can take. It would be a hell of a lot
simpler and might have stopped me making the terrible
mistake I did with my marriage - if only someone had
told me you know there's people out there like you
that want to be tied and beaten and teased, and even
better there's people that want to do the tying and
teasing and beating. It still comes as an immense and
wonderful surprise to me that I have a most marvellous
man that actually (and I know you'll find this hard to
believe 
) he actually enjoys and gets a buzz out of
tormenting me, teasing me, controlling me, giving me
pain and pleasure beyond belief. Great hey? Who'd
have thought it? Not me. I thought I was one on my
own for so so long. No wonder so deep into our
relationship I am still like a kiddie in a sweet shop -
as is he..... especially now his throat is
better....... Mwahahahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaa..........
Mind you if I had followed a different path when I was younger I would never have ended up where I am today - at the end of his cane, and that would never ever do...... Like M says our life experiences have shaped the people we are and all experiences are valuable for one reason or another.
Ohh and...
Creme Eggs capry? Well the good thing about those is
that you can suck the middle out then lick them
thoroughly and then allow the chocolate to melt in
your mouth while you play your tongue all around it.
Got to be better than smoking surely?? Good luck evil
odd one - with giving up smoking i mean 
xxx
Edited Tue 24 Feb 04, 6:24 PM by alexandraa
