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Holding yourself back...
Had an interesting someone say that to me - and it's been resonating in my brain. I tend to over think things sometimes and get annoyingly pondersome. The question/s that have remained with me from that statement are : So if that is true should I do something about that? Am I too far 'evolved' from my -natural/default- state?
Why hold yourself back? Well - I suppose its learned behavior. When you aren't reserved it leads to people mistaking your signals, or labelling you with their own baggage and misinterpretations. So you learn not to put yourself out there - choosing instead to 'hold yourself back' perhaps until trust is established...
I never really saw how vulnerable that side of me was till now..
