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| crimsonsky |
" Come in" the woman said. Girl Afraid turned the handle and pushed open the door of Daddy's room. The woman was sitting smoking in Daddy's chair. Daddy didn't like anyone smoking in his room. She wanted to tell the woman but the words stuck in her throat. She stood dripping, staring at her small white feet. The woman watched her, smoking. Slowly she inhaled , smiling her red lipsticked smile, blowing smoke in Girl Afraid's direction.She stubbed out the cigarette and reached for the fluffy white towel that lay folded on the bed. " Come here, little girl." the woman said. Girl Afraid moved slowly towards the woman, still staring at her small white white feet. Afraid to look up, up into those compelling blue eyes that stopped her breath and made her feel like she was falling.
The woman took the towel and dried her perfunctorily. Girl Afraid stood still, compliant as the woman dried. Lulled by her seeming indifference. " Arms up" she said. Girl Afraid's arms raised as if pulled by invisible strings as the woman dressed her in the long white nightdress that Daddy had bought her. The woman indicated that she wanted Girl Afraid to sit at her feet. Girl Afraid sat, hugging her knees, the long white nightdress that Daddy had bought her clinging too her still damp skin as the woman briskly dried her hair. The woman hummed a familiar tune, a tune that Girl Afraid couldn't quite identify as she pulled the comb through Girl Afraid's still damp hair with firm, smooth strokes until all the tangles were gone. As the woman plaited her hair and tied it with a pretty red ribbon Girl Afraid thought of the game that she played with Daddy. " Daddy what does my hair smell of?" she would ask and Daddy would hold her and smell her freshly washed hair. " Cherries and coconut and fresh morning dew. Bubblegum and apricots and blueberry pie. " " And roses?" she would ask. " And roses" he would say smiling. The game made her feel warm and secure and safe and loved and she never tired of playing it. She swallowed the lump in her throat and held back her silent tears and tried to let the comforting sensations overwhelm her and ignore the vague and unnamed misgivings that crept beneath her skin.
The woman handed her a cup. "Hot milk, it will help you sleep." Girl Afraid sat with her arms hugging her knees, the nightdress that Daddy had brought her clinging to her still damp skin and tasted. Hot milk and honey and something else, something else that she couldn't identify. " Drink it before it gets cold" the woman enouraged " and let's get you into bed." Girl Afraid swallowed like a good girl and handed the woman the empty cup. The woman placed the cup on the bedside table and pulled back the covers on the bed. " Up you get" the woman said patting the covers. Girl Afraid untangled her weary legs and climbed into bed. it was then that she noticed the video camera on the tripod in the corner of the room, its' red light blinking. " What's that for?" she asked the woman. " So Daddy can watch over you while you sleep. Arms by your side." The woman covered her up to her neck with the sheets and blankets and tucked in tightly.Girl Afraid tried to fight the sensations of tiredness that threatened to overwhelm her but she was so tired and so sleepy." Once upon a time... " the woman said " there was a little girl who lived in a village on the edge of the outskirts of a forest..." Lulled Girl Afraid closed her eyes and let the words wash over her. A thousand stars exploded behind her eyes and the night covered her with it's suffocating blanket of darkness.
Consciousness dawned slowly, by inches. A metalic taste in her mouth, her head heavy, her body aching. The humiliating realisation that she had wet herself. Afraid to open her eyes,the shadows of vague and threatening nightmares still present. When finally she summoned the courage to open her eyes she saw her Daddy sitting in his chair smiling. In his hand he held out her Curly Wurly. She grabbed it and tore off it's plastic wrapper cramming the congealed mass of sticky comforting chocolate sweetness into her mouth. " Tell me what my hair smells of Daddy" she said her mouth still full of sticky sweetness. " Cherries and apricots. Jasmine and cream soda and blueberry pie." he said as he wrapped his arms around her and smelled her hair. " And roses? she asked her voice muffled buried inside the comforting cocoon of his arms " And roses" he added smiling. She started to sob, great wracking sobs as she held tightly to him covering his clean white shirt with snot and chocolate and tears. Still holding her tightly as she sobbed, Daddy took the remote and pressed play.
| 19 Jun 09, 12:40 PM Miss_Despotic UK(M), 5 yrs    |
Oh wow. Crimson sky, I think that's fucking delicious | ||
| 19 Jun 09, 12:49 PM crimsonsky UK, 7 yrs |
Thank you x
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| 19 Jun 09, 12:57 PM Crystal_Eyes UK, 5 yrs  |
Oh god. More, more.... the video... more... oh wow. Extremely fucking hot.
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| 19 Jun 09, 1:34 PM crimsonsky UK, 7 yrs |
Thank you. Now that's out the way I can clean house. It doesn''t seem too appealing though. I think I might have to advertise for a domestic!
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| 19 Jun 09, 5:06 PM The_Colonel_Whatwhat 3 yrs  |
By all that's (un)Holy...
Wow, wow wow. I'm loving this Moar pleaz I came, I saw, I concurred | ||
| 19 Jun 09, 5:10 PM Freckle UK(M), 3 yrs  |
Wow, that was brilliant. I love your writing so much. x | ||
| 19 Jun 09, 5:15 PM Crystal_Eyes UK, 5 yrs |
Nooo, don't clean the house... write more porn! ------------------------------------------ | ||
| 19 Jun 09, 5:21 PM mia  UK(M), 4 yrs     |
What she said. Oh my. Oh my! x Be nice to people, or don't, your call. | ||
| 19 Jun 09, 5:46 PM little_miss_precious UK(CF), 3 yrs |
I... I.. um... I think you made me want to cry, but I think thats a good thing, you write beautifully. don't stop. please. x “Curiouser and curiouser!” said Alice | ||
| 19 Jun 09, 10:29 PM poutanaki UK(M), 10 yrs |
oh my! Your so pretty when your on your knees. Disinfected, eager to please |
