Posted by River_Deep on Thu 18 Jun 09, 5:25 AM to River_Deep's blog.
Mini life rant...
My life consist of work and home then back to work at the moment. I am grafting my butt off for a couple of reasons. The main one is to save for something bloody important to me. I would rather not use my savings and now I am on my own again I need to do this myself. The 2nd is because I would go mad being in this cottage on my own for long hours at a time. The 3rd is massive gas bills and broken cars cost a lot of money! Life can suck at times.
Sundays are not too bad as I am getting nothing done through the week due to working so much (out the house for over 13 hours yesterday) so they fly by and then it is back to work. When I first moved up here I adored the drive home... I now hate it with a passion. I miss doing it with someone. I miss the reason why I moved up here. Everything has gone associated with that and I cannot wait to leave this place and not have that commute. I cannot wait to do that drive, like I used to before I moved up here, for social reasons and not to take me away from friends and isolate me.
Another problem is I am also not being very sociable. I am cancelling going out as I am too tired to do anything. I am not replying to contact from everyone (or falling asleep in the middle, 
sorry). Then, to top it all off, the daughter has cocked up her finances and the bank of Mommy has had to step in, so we have had a falling out over her mis-management, again!
This world I am living in is hard at the moment. I just hope when it stops spinning so fast I do not fall off.
RD xx
Edited Thu 18 Jun 09, 6:52 AM by River_Deep
| 18 Jun 09, 7:22 AM Da_Pix UK, 6 yrs   |
Just sending a hug. Words seem insignificant. xxx Yes - hello we're back - and we're taking calls Now what was the question? |
| 18 Jun 09, 7:26 AM x_zero_x UK(DD), 10 yrs |
i'm in a similar boat, all work and no play (literally) but since i'm working full time for the first time in a few years i'm currently enjoying the experience, hopefully when it starts to tire me out and get to me i'll be able to take some time off and enjoy myself, which, by the sounds of things, is something you should try and do. hugs zero Your day has finally come - |
| 18 Jun 09, 8:17 AM Lucifer38 UK, 7 yrs |
Same boat here Moved house over two months ago....(into a shite pit) Had to do it up and im currently 7k over budget. What with working too im feeling exactly how you feel. Today is a Gift...............Thats why its called the fucking Present!!! |
| 18 Jun 09, 8:47 AM felis_silvestris UK(M), 3 yrs |
Hang on... you'll get there. You are so determined, I just know you will succeed.
If I take you from behind, push myself into your mind When you least expect it, will you try to reject it? Give it up, do as I say; Give it up and let me have my way.. |
| 18 Jun 09, 10:13 AM The_Colonel_Whatwhat 3 yrs |
I'm living at a mate's and getting my life together here too.
I have been lucky however as I managed to pull the loveliest sub on IC. Don't know how - but I did
So hang on in there, you never know what's around the corner I came, I saw, I concurred |
| 18 Jun 09, 2:15 PM Iphis_me UK(E), 4 yrs |
No words really just have a (((((hug))))) "That hurts......please don't stop!" |
| 18 Jun 09, 4:16 PM merrynb99 UK(SL), 6 yrs |
Thinking of you - sending good vibes your way! xx
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| 18 Jun 09, 6:46 PM Whipkick UK(CB), 9 yrs |
Hope things get better soon. From both of us. "The trouble with having an open mind, of course, is that people will insist on coming along and trying to put things in it." |
