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"I know you won't let me drown" he said as I removed the hessian from his face and he had recovered enough from near drowning to speak. It had long been an ambition of mine to try this. Edgy stuff though and in many people's opinions too dangerous for any responsible dom to submit their submissive to. Apparently you needed a lifeguard and someone trained in advanced resuscitation techniques on standby and a team of counsellors to deal with the subsequent trauma. Slightly intimidating and more than a touch scary to have that kind of responsibility but very exciting too.
We had discussed this on many occasions and I'd done some research, watched videos and read accounts of this practice. His confidence in me was absolute, very gratifying but this was uncharted territory for me. Having someone in the room who is trained in advanced resuscitation techniques isn't that comforting when they are the one that is being waterboarded. I have performed CPR on several occasions but not for many years and then only in cases of drug overdose. I did have some formal training, a first aid certifiate long since lapsed. Strangely enough I've never had to resuscitate anyone since I trained and have only performed the techniques as an unqualified bystander. There is risk involved in many of the things we do together, there are many things I'd love to do in fantasy but have dismissed because I don't feel confident about managing the risk involved but he knew this was one of those things that were on the list and would happen when the time was right.
Masked, blindfolded and shackled. Led in silence, slow painful steps, I lay him down. He waits in the darkness as I prepare. Footsteps and running water, the smell of hemp as I restrain his arms. No words spoken. I sit and watch him breathing, letting fear and anticipation build. He knows something is going to happen but not when or what it is. I place the hessian over his face and open his clenched fist to insert a heavy metal object into his hand. "Drop it if becomes unbearable" I whisper into his ear. " Do you understand?" He nods in confirmation. I move away and stand over him watching him, his breathing quickening. I hold the jug of water over him and wait some more. He gasps as I drip ice cold water on his toes, along his body and his cock. Then suddenly I kneel and begin to pour the water over his mouth and nose. It runs off the hessian soaking the towel under his head, seconds pass as the hessian begins to soak up the water. Snuffling, gagging noises as he attempts to breathe. Three pints of water later, the metal object still firmly clasped in his hand I bring him out." Why didn't you let go?" I asked him. " I know you won't let me drown" he said.
The second time I use the wet towel that was resting under his head single layer and pour. This works much faster, the sensation of drowning comes almost immediately. The object expelled with force within a few seconds. The third time I used a dry towel folded over. Constricting enough to give the sensation of suffocation and slow enough to enjoy the fear and loss of control as the water trips the gag reflex until it becomes unbearable and the metal object is expelled once again. I bring him up, mask pulled off and towel flung aside, he gasps for air and we exhange smiles for a second until I push his head back down into the puddle and I kneel astride his face. One knee wet and the other dry until I come and I hold him and stroke his damp hair and kiss the taste of me on his lips.
| 14 Jun 09, 12:39 PM MissKimberley NL, 8 yrs     |
Meow  “During times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act” - George Orwell | ||
| 14 Jun 09, 1:07 PM crimsonsky UK, 7 yrs |
Thank you. You're right there, incredibly intense and it won't be the last time. There was a touch of drop last night but I was kind to myself and by morning it had passed. I miss you too, let's get together very soon. It's been far too long. xxx
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| 14 Jun 09, 11:35 PM mini_velvet UK(EH), 6 yrs |
That bit made a tear well up. Nothing beats that connection xxx "velvet's a good little cunt" | ||
| 15 Jun 09, 12:00 AM crimsonsky UK, 7 yrs |
Thank you. It's all about the connection. xxx | ||
| 15 Jun 09, 5:09 PM wonderer UK, 5 yrs |
Very beautiful and - as others have said - intense. Ubi caritas et amor, Deus ibi est. http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/226772/ | ||
| 15 Jun 09, 5:52 PM crimsonsky UK, 7 yrs |
Thank you.
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| 15 Jun 09, 8:45 PM Scribbles UK(RH), 4 yrs |
Scared the wits out of me | ||
| 16 Jun 09, 11:41 AM crimsonsky UK, 7 yrs |
Sometimes I scare myself!
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