Weary Of Life! (2)

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Posted by Ima_Kant on Mon 4 May 09, 12:50 PM to Ima_Kant's blog.

I woke this morning.

I had been dreaming I had been making a French movie - bizarre yet stylish:

An image of a ring with an H being slowly covered by a rising level of blood;

A hairy canoe slalom through rapids in gorges;

A pretty girl;

A psychopathic killer.

Odd.

What does it signify?

Who knows?

Who cares?

Apart from me.

I realised that I was weary of life.

No.

I was weary of my illness.

But,

I cannot separate the two - they are inextricably linked.

Thoughts of Dignitas...

I'll give it a year...

If,

I last a year.

Edited Mon 14 Dec 09, 12:23 PM by Ima_Kant

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4 May 09, 1:54 PM
scarlettsamm
UK(BL), 6 yrs

Ima_Kant wrote:

I realised that I was weary of life.

I was weary of my illness.

I cannot separate the two - they are inextricably linked.

understands xx

and Lady Stardust sang her songs, of.....
..............Darkness and Disgrace.

4 May 09, 9:22 PM
Adverse_Camber
UK, 3 yrs

x thinking of you...l_c

Have you ever looked fear in the face and said i just don't care? It's only half past the point of no return...the Thunder before the lightning, the breath before the phrase (Pink)