Posted by Hybernation
on Sun 19 Apr 09, 10:25 PM to Hybernation's blog.
I just been asked "why join a bdsm site if you are so opposed to our bdsm orientation?"
I just want to clarify...
I'm not opposed to anyones BDSM oroentation. In fact if I were ever to say that quite a few people would piss themselves laughing. I've bottomed to some of the most renown players in the midlands. I topped for over a year. I had a great time with all of them.
Then I crashed. I became involved in submission. I gave my soul to someone who turned around and said "No thank you". I'm not opposed to anyones BDSM orientation, truth is I'm scared to death of BDSM. I'm scared of the memories, scared of the heartbreak. Scared of how deep I can fall for someone.
That was three years ago and I still wake up crying.
This is a non-BDSM blog because it can't be anything else.
| 19 Apr 09, 11:07 PM GazUK1963 UK(B), 6 yrs  |
Sends hugs. Most of us have been hurt at some time or another. Thing is, if you don't risk having your heart broken, you may as well not have one. You never know what is around the corner. Gary x. Everyone who lives dies, but not everyone who dies has truly lived. |
| 20 Apr 09, 7:26 AM shimmer UK(LE), 11 yrs |
*hugs* To thine own self be true |
| 20 Apr 09, 7:23 PM BlueVelvet UK(B), 9 yrs |
I have to agree with Gary honey....you have to experience the lows in order to know what the highs are...that, unfortunately, is life. Are you really living now? Or is your life on hold? Don't be afraid of living, hon'...be afraid of coming to the end of your life without having experienced all that you wanted to. Sending you much love.
"I don't really remember that version?" |
