slaves distress

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Posted by MarcusG on Fri 13 Aug 04, 4:30 PM

last night my slave made a mistake and did not do something she was told to, a simple error or maybe not but then I know my slave..

we had talked about her obedience being restored in the afternoon I had no idea that 12 whole days off would make it this hard for her to get back into the grip of things, but last night she was clearly distressed at her failure to please me and after thinking about her a lot today I have come to the conclusion I may have been too abrupt with her on the phone..

having read some of the articles on submissives and the comments on weblogs I began to think about us.. we do not have labels because someone told us to, we abide by the convention of labels because others percieve us as this .. we are a Dom and a slave yes I am the Dominant one who loves to control and give the whippings and bethany is the reciever or slave.. whatever you want to call it..

we have our way of doing things that do not I think conform to any norm, bethany hates norms so she will take something and change it to suit her needs.

last night showed me my slave in a light of being distressed by her failure to please which means to me she is going deeper into her submission with me now and I will need to watch her more carefully to make sure I do not fail her in any way.. she has noticed my interest in developing my rope bondage and has offered to be of assistance as a practice tool nice I think a better way of putting it than saying the slave will do it because I said so..

M/s for us is not about me telling bethany what to do 24/7 much as I do anyway but its about us communicating with each other effectively, and about me knowing how she feels and her knowing how I want to be served as her Master and her gaining from the experiences we have in both confidence in herself and her ability to serve as a slave

I was so concerned with my slaves distress that I came to see her even though it meant a 80 mile drive each way.. spent all of three hours with her but we talked about last night and we talked about my expectations or her growth and her submission to me and she snuggled into me and called me her security blanket

maybe I am too soft these days

her essay is so enlightening it shows a side to a slave that very few will ever see.. unless they are privledged enough to know there own inside out..

Edited Fri 13 Aug 04, 5:29 PM by MarcusG


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