Posted by MarcusG on Tue 15 Jun 04, 4:22 PM to MarcusG's blog.
To please my slaves..
Yes I already had a slave when beth came along and yes we discussed issues around this And yes its hard for me to say this but
having a part-time slave and wanting a full-time slave can tug at ones needs somewhat, and when the opporunity knocked some serious thought had to be done
bex could not give me more time nor more commitment than she does and that was a agreed thing yes I was happy with what was my lot at the time, but did desire more and did express this .. beth solved my problem for me by saying yes when she did..
I was not looking for another slave indeed it took some working out as to how I would deal with it but to be blunt getting them both together and having an open ended debate was the best move I made both my subs had it all worked out for me
beth now had more free time and bex had less so beth became my 24/7 live in slave and bex my occassional slave now the advantage was that both had seperate needs and this gave me a way to explore avenues I had not yet tried.. this worked well sometimes and getting the balance right can make you feel like a juggler..
Sometimes I got it wrong and I was the one who caused the green eyed monster to arise... but my subs never fell out with each other, this was something I had not seen before they would gang up on me and give me grief..
I tried really hard to treat both subs the same even in play but because I could do things to bex I could not do to beth and visa versa this was hard work..
An hour to them was like a ten minute stroll in the park, but an hour to me was bloody well hard work..maintaining the control and keeping things flowing as well takes some managing..
I can say hand on the heart its hard work but the benefits are lovely
thankyou my slaves
Edited Tue 15 Jun 04, 5:05 PM by MarcusG
