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Posted by Voyeur36
on Mon 23 Feb 09, 8:32 AM to Voyeur36's blog.
I'm at a low point today. A bit depressed. I feel something is missing in my life. No, I know something is missing. And I know what I want. I want her. Someone who understands me. She is funny, impulsive, exhibitionist, not pc. Not easily offended. Puts up with my wandering eyes. I can't help myself. I love looking at the myriad of styles of the female form. I want her to indulge my fantasies, and get off from performing for me. I want her to be strong minded but submissive to me. To immerse herself in my kink. I want us to be a normal couple until the fetish surfaces. I want be in a couple. Period. I suppose its human nature to want to not be lonely. But I am. Lonely. I have my family but that doesn't give me the intimacy, the passion, the kink, the connection of two minds. Completely opposite but complementing each other. You could probably call it yin and yang. The contrast is one facet of the need I have. On to other things. My downer. I want a relationship. I want someone to do things with. Random and boring things, things out of the ordinary. I want to go to an art gallery and walk through the exhibits holding hands. I want to go to a strip club with her and ogle the dancers. She has the egg, I have the remote. Yes, the kink is never far. I want to take her to see an indie film. I want to go to a small swingers party where she is the centre of attention. I want to cook her dinner and then cuddle in front of the telly. I want us to go to a club, get drunk, flirt randomly, then come home and fuck our brains out. I want variety but also mundane. You might say I am confused but that is who I am. One thing is for sure. I'm lonely and I want someone in my life. Not just a play partner (even though I wouldn't say no), but a PARTNER. Applications for both are very welcome.
Edited Mon 23 Feb 09, 9:00 AM by Voyeur36
| 23 Feb 09, 8:50 AM misstressclare UK(TA), 4 yrs £  |
Dont we all x just not anyone and deff not a dom, but it sounda good to me x Keep looking x |
| 24 Feb 09, 1:38 AM Butterscotch UK(RM), 3 yrs |
I know exactly how you feel, I've bene feeling the same the past few days. Most of the time it's easy enough to fill the holes with other things but some days it's just hard. Forum Junkie |
