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Posted by Voyeur36
on Wed 18 Feb 09, 1:18 PM to Voyeur36's blog.
I was asked why do I write. I dont write as much as I would like. For me its a release. Things I think about saying. It feels like its more real when I can see it. It becomes easier to become who I want to be. Out there for some people to see. A select few, an inner circle. My eyes have begun to open. If I can write what I want, it becomes easier to then say it in person. Less time spent thinking, more time doing. I don't always get my point across, but I think the more I write, the more I will be understood and accepted. I can be myself without fear of judgement. There will be be criticism, or should I say advice, and that is one goal. More advice means more proficiency, more comfort, more kink. More writing means more weird stuff will come out, more fantasies exposed. But is that a bad thing? Better out than in, I say. Unless we are talking about sex. Then it's got to be both in and out. Wink, wink, nudge, nudge. What the hell. Why be coy? This is supposed to be an outlet, to be open about me and what I want. And what I want my play partner to do, to wear, to be subjected to. At the moment it's fantasies of control, but soon to be reality. I hope. Think positive. Enough for now. Definitely more to come.
