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IC : Weblogs : harley_quimm : "Thought Processes at an Ungodly Hour"

Thought Processes at an Ungodly Hour (1)

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Posted by harley_quimm on Mon 24 Nov 08, 4:20 AM

Tags: Sheffield (S)

I dread getting older than I am. The recollection of dreams and memories haunting my vision, the dreams of present showing me what I can never have but want with my deepest desires.

I also dread the ache in my bones when I stand, and the pains felt inside when trying to blot out the pain in my bones.

The most terrible of all, is that I feel these things now. My soul is like one of a former being, of an older being.

Perhaps I am a hypochondriac, perhaps I too soon giving up.

All I know is that in my heart I am sad, and in my body I am in pain.

I don't want to live my life by painkillers. It scares me so terribly.

When holding back tears, do you find you get more of a headache and your nose hurts like you have just swallowed a lot of chlorine water?

Edited Mon 24 Nov 08, 4:25 AM by harley_quimm

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24 Nov 08, 3:17 PM timeless_wanderer UK, 3 mths

i can empathise with your words..... sleep evades me just now..... life seems to hurtle past at an ungodly rate.... health is such a underated thing till it fails..... sighs deeply..................... when to jump into the Abyss becomes more enticing than staying put, or treading water.......