Posted by larra_uk on Thu 20 Nov 08, 12:00 AM to larra_uk's blog.
Tags: Telford (TF)
There are people on here that I have met in real life that I miss, I hope they know who they are.
There are people that I have met in real life that I dont miss, I wish that I had never invited them into my life. However, they too, contributed to making me into who i am.
They may have made me better or worse but they added to me in some way so I cant deny them.
There are people on here who I have never met and wish that I had, they are people who I think I could have learned from.
There are people on here who I have never met and have no wish to do so.
This is a transient community, especially the online side of it. Sometimes that can be a good thing, sometimes it isnt.
I am like a friend of mine. I like the high protocol of the lifestyle, I like the rules, the honour, the respect.
Im not into the meet and shag type of lifestyle that some like. If they like it all well and good, its not for me.
I dont think the lifestyle that I love is there anymore.
When I first became involved in this there were a lot of people who had been involved in the lifestyle for a long time. They were more than willing to give advice and pointers to those of us that were new. I didnt always follow that advice, I wish I had, I may not have got into so much trouble if I had lol.
Anyway now the things that I was taught are looked down upon. That makes me feel sad.
I dont think there is a place for me anymore,
I think that maybe im a dinosaur and that this lifestyle has moved on without me.
I could end this with an awww well, or an ok all will be fine, or even Im leaving ( again) but I think instead I will just be a lurker, watching and maybe writing something now and again, but not really being involved anymore.
Take care larra xx
| 20 Nov 08, 2:06 AM Prunesquallor UK(RG), 7 yrs |
Well, I don't think you are alone in the things you like. I do know what you are saying, but I think it would be a shame to withdraw too much. After all, if all the people who felt like you saw fit to withdraw, you would actually be enabling those changes that you don't like.
It's five past two, and I'd better close before I get even more incoherent. |
| 20 Nov 08, 5:51 PM darkerthanblue 4 yrs |
Well I for one would miss your online presence. And you are right, the sense of community on this site is not what it was of perhaps as little as 4 years ago. But then again they dont build things the way they used to / they dont write them like they used to / arent all policeman young. What was the scene is something else. My parents used to go to a nightclub in Birmingham many years ago. Chicken and chips in a basket, a comedian, a singer, and the comedian would wrap things up with a rant about 'wogs' and 'pooftas'! I am sure Disco Stu would be in for a shock if went to a 'nightclub' in Ibiza. I guess my point is this. Larra, I think it might be time to admit, we are all getting old! You just have the benefit of eternal youth and gorgeousness! You jammy bitch. I think it was KC and the sunshine band who uttered. "Please Dont Go" This site would be poorer for your absence and your writings. |
| 20 Nov 08, 6:33 PM Jezzebelle UK, 10 yrs  |
Stick around and lurk sweetie, so many good friends have vanished, I'd hate for another one to go. I admit there are people on here if I did meet them I might not be able to hold my self back from giving them a verbal lashing! Jxxx http://www.flickr.com/photos/jezzebelle/ |
| 21 Nov 08, 12:05 AM larra_uk 7 yrs |
I think Blue is right on the money Im just getting old. Im no longer looking for a D/s partner partly because I cant be bothered but mainly because I dont see anyone around that I believe I would want to be submissive to. The kinky side can be found in "vanilla" relationships and I sub to my children every single day, yes son, no son trips off my lips perfectly lol. Anyway I think that I will lurk and maybe make the odd appearance at the BBB or my local munch if I get enough time off from work to go. Ive kept in touch, sort of, with friends from the lifestyle that I have things in common with, but Im useless at keeping in touch, I always mean to and then I get caught up in something. So pip if youre reading this I think maybe a beating is in order! larra x |
| 21 Nov 08, 12:08 AM darkerthanblue 4 yrs |
Larra, Please can I have an application form to apply said beating? Edited 21 Nov 08, 12:09 AM by darkerthanblue |
| 21 Nov 08, 12:29 AM larra_uk 7 yrs |
You want me to beat you?
You only have to ask |
| 21 Nov 08, 12:35 AM darkerthanblue 4 yrs |
Yeah....... you know what Larra, your the lippiest sub in the world! No wonder you have given up looking. What you are after is a Dom who is actually a sub 6 days and 22 hrs 45 mins a week! I dare say I wouldnt try and change you either! xxxx |
| 24 Nov 08, 11:41 PM larra_uk 7 yrs |
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