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Posted by knot_obsessed
on Tue 18 Nov 08, 2:15 PM to knot_obsessed's blog.
I have a smile on my face, though i'm cold and nothing has changed. I'm smiling again, though it's winter and that makes me miserable, there is a feeling, a bud of hope that's making me smile. I seem to have lost the gloom and doom and i feel ok, maybe a little wistfull, but ok 
Looking back on recent blogs it's about time i smiled. I had a fabulous weekend, kink, followed by granny duties, followed by more kink, really quite perfect, no wonder i'm smiling.
I'm still in pain (but after 20 odd years i'm used to that) and november is the worst month, one half day walking round the bbb and i'm in bed for a full day recovering, but, today i'm smiling, so i'm writing this now, so when i lose the smile i can come back and read about how it feels.
The temporary lifting of burden, the warmth i feel as the house warms up again, the nice feeling of lightness and the memories that make me smile.
Wishing you all can find something to smile about to.
x
