tripping -but not quite falling (3)

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mollie
Posted by mollie on Wed 5 Nov 08, 7:44 PM

I have been so calm and happy lately that I never expected a thread from my past to smake out and almost destroy me yesterday.

I panicked , I became distressed , I involved relatives and upset them ( for which I hope that God will forgive me) I left a despairing e mail for MoK and went to bed. I slept badly ( I was worried that the election might be stolen) and went off to work this morning. I had a lovely e mail and texts from MoK. I didn't immediately go back to the problem but worked and discussed President Elect Obama, and then as I sat drinking my coffee I knew what I had to do - and I did it.

Tonight MoK rang up and I told him what I had done , and how I planned to deal with this thing over the next year. He seemed very pleased with me , and even nicer he offered an alternative scenario if things didn't work out.

I wept - he told me to stop it in his *Firm But Fair* voice. I think that I shall take to my bed after silent witness.

and thank whatever deity sent him into my life for the fact that he is my Master

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5 Nov 08, 8:31 PM
little_temptress
UK, 15 mths I just wanted to say I like the new profile picture

5 Nov 08, 8:36 PM
mollie
UK(CR), 5 yrs
Y!

nawtylittleslutx wrote:
I just wanted to say I like the new profile picture
woo thank you. knotting courtesy of MoKHe was the spider, that was the web and I was the prey
yum yum
Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?"/ Then a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night.""

6 Nov 08, 11:36 AM
Mistress_Amethyst
UK(CR), 2 yrs
sorry i havent been around...
so sending you hugs
xXAXx
~~If you don't like me it's your fault~~I am YOUR worst nightmare~~


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