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Posted by Ravens_metalmiss on Mon 20 Oct 08, 10:26 PM

The silence is deafening.. Punctuated by the buses coming and going at the stop outside.. The general traffic.. The world passing by.. Evidence of life in a busy city.. But it only really serves to make the silence deeper.

God i miss my Master.. 200+ miles away.. Almost time for the part i'm dreading.. Going to bed on my own. Can see myself already, hugging His pillow tightly, taking in the scent of Him, it's only been 12 hours and can't wait for Him to be home again. But then i felt that before He left.

Well it IS only until Wednesday.. In some ways it feels liberating.. i feel all grown up.. In other ways the sensation i feel in myself fascinates me.. Because even over such distance the box hasn't even moved an inch.. i find myself asking for permission for things i would usually pretty much take for granted if He WAS here..

11 months since the day We met and its only the 5th night that We have been apart.. i count myself a lucky girl really. And this is one of those things He has to do.. A task i hope that i will never have to face.. A fact of life i can't bring myself to think about.

Still the silence..

Only one thing for it..

*Opens up a window for youtube, cranks the volume up & whacks on some metal*

Replies

20 Oct 08, 10:45 PM
Cosmic1
UK(SW), 4 yrs
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It's only through being apart do you realise how much you miss someone. Without such low points you never realise where the high points are.
Good luck.
David
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20 Oct 08, 10:52 PM
firemynx_B
UK(B), 7 yrs
Y!
How true that is

Cosmic1 wrote:
It's only through being apart do you realise how much you miss someone. Without such low points you never realise where the high points are.
Good luck.
David

"Dear Santa ........ I can explain!"

21 Oct 08, 9:13 AM
Qwoin
UK(S), 7 yrs
Y!
Huggs you have my number if it helps to talk.
I am living alone now and understand your comment about the silence I now keep a radio on all the time so there is some sounds previously it was the central heating pump lol.
I assume he will be back soon and you will be back together even stronger (if thats possible).
Don't be afraid of dying, be afraid of not living.

21 Oct 08, 10:21 AM
Mistress_Amethyst
UK(CR), 2 yrs
How about making something special for when he comes home,
then you will be focusing on Him as you do it!!!!
but I know you wont be totally on your own tonight....
so have a bit of fun..
although He will be there in the back of you mind...and in the middle and maybe in the front
xXAXx
~~If you don't like me it's your fault~~

21 Oct 08, 2:51 PM
MMs_lavenderblossom
UK, 5 yrs

I hope the time goes quickly for you. Try and think that every minute passed is a minute closer to when he will be home again to you. That's what I always do. Love and hugs xxxxx
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"Between tomorrow and today there is a bridge across forever" (Morse)
"One Love, in many colours, all beautiful to see".. (Moflb)


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