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| alexandraa |
Tags: North West London (NW)
You have an ache inside. A need. You yearn for….. Something…. Your partner wants sex…. Dull boring sex, so gentle and quiet, you want to spit on them….. So sweet you could turn into beating them with a spiked club and laughing at their bruised broken bodies….. Turning your heel and walking away without a thought. Yet, you aren't sadistic nor dominant…..
Why do you feel like that? You want sex but you don't want sex with THEM. If they look at you with Labrador eyes or ask you sweetly and submissively to have sex with them one more time, you might actually kill them… Yet you want sex so badly it hurts….
You want to feel hands in your hair, wrenching your scalp, forcing tears from your eyes. You want to see steely eyes that demand you give every bit of yourself… You want strength and certainty. You want straight orders, commands, brutality, roughness. No messing about, no soft caress. Fuck that.
You want hard and fast, furious and instant sex. You want hands on your face, holding your jaw, fingers digging. You want to be teased and tormented, forced to beg, forced to ask, forced to give. Forced to explain yourself and what you are thinking. You want to be pushed and pulled. Controlled and bound. Fucked and buggered. Beaten.
You want to feel the lash falling, the cane striking. The whip, the fucking whip, cutting.
Your want to feel rope on your body. Clamps on your nipples. You want pain and restraint. You need to feel it, want to feel it, want it so badly you might just scream.
Scream if you don't get it, scream if you do get it.
You want to feel the burn, the pain, the bite of his weapons falling on you. You need to give, need the clarity.
You want hands on your cunt. A cock in your face. All your holes opened and filled, forcefully and brutally. Filled now, filled hard, rammed deep. How you need it.
You want absolute complete and total arrogant authority and assumption. Where even gentle caresses leave marks. Leave the knowledge that your body is HIS. That he will do what he wants, as he chooses, whenever he likes. No doe eyes nor stuttering suggestions.
He just fucking takes what he fucking well wants.
No soft caresses. Fuck them.
| 12 Oct 08, 1:18 PM Dochka 4 yrs |
Agreed x | ||
| 12 Oct 08, 2:02 PM Master_of_lb UK, 4 yrs |
You have summed up a whole raft of writing in nine words. ... and written some very hot prose in the process. Many thanks - My Sunday afternoon just improved by several percentage points. Moflb
I'm a B.A.S.T.A.R.D. | ||
| 12 Oct 08, 2:40 PM Prunesquallor UK(RG), 6 yrs |
If you are so incompatible, how did you get involved in the first place? | ||
| 12 Oct 08, 4:22 PM newfavourite UK(S), 4 yrs  |
great writing. I am going to save this one for one of
those rainy days when I start to try and tell myself I could handle going back to the light and fluffy side... Equality is over-rated | ||
| 12 Oct 08, 4:24 PM alexandraa UK(NW), 8 yrs |
I think the, getting involved in the first place, is the easy part. I'd guess a lot of people get sexually incomaptibly involved with partners early on while they work out what they want. After all it takes more than sex to make a relationship. Likewise you see many relationships on IC that are sexually focussed with little else to glue them together in the longer term.
Be careful what you wish for | ||
| 12 Oct 08, 4:25 PM alexandraa UK(NW), 8 yrs |
Pah There is no going back. Be careful what you wish for | ||
| 12 Oct 08, 5:40 PM MMs_lavenderblossom 8 yrs |
Very much agree with this. People can get involved in a relationship for many reasons and the sex part may just be a small part at first that takes a back seat because everything else is good. Then after a while you realise you need the kind of sex you desire and crave and that person is either unable or unwilling to try to give it but by then you are involved, maybe you love the person, they love you, you are committed and it is not easy. Quite often it is not the fault of either person. They just have different needs and neither can give what the other wants.
Vanilla sex is like a 99 ice cream - without the flake (me) | ||
| 13 Oct 08, 12:37 PM Cinnamon_Tart UK(S), 8 yrs |
So evocative. Thank you.  Many years ago, it was feelings like this that almost, almost, prompted me to seek medical help to make my "urges" and needs go away. Thank god I found different ways round it. But I really identified with what you wrote. Painful stab of the memory of wanting and needing that, and not being able to have it. What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the Master calls a butterfly. - Richard Bach, Illusions |
