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Posted by fyrephin on Fri 10 Oct 08, 10:27 PM
Have you ever felt so lonely that you wanted to cry?
Have you ever felt so hopeless that you wanted to die?
Have you ever felt like the world has turned its back on you?
Have you ever felt that there is absolutely nothing you can do?
Have you ever wanted to cure all the problems in the world?
But when you've tried, all you do is get hurled,
To the back of the line - every time you try,
And then you sit and sob, while you wonder why?
Have you ever felt like no one cared that you exist?
Have you ever felt like you've always been at the bottom of the list?
Have you ever wondered why no one gave a shit?
Have you ever felt like you can't do anything right - not one bit?
Have you ever wanted to just curl up and die?
Has so much crap happened to you that you constantly wonder why?
Have you ever wanted someone to explain life?
Have you ever wished that you were free of all strife?
Have you wanted life to not throw so many bad things your way?
Have you ever wanted to be happy - just for one day?
Have you ever wanted to find inner peace in your soul?
Have you ever wished that emotional experiences wouldn't take such a huge toll?
Have you ever wanted to always look your very best?
Have you ever tried - but failed - to be above all the rest?
Have you ever noticed how some people just don't understand?
Have you ever hoped that life was free of all command?
Have you ever wanted to get rid of the burden on your back?
Or at the very least - lighten your sack?
Have you ever thought that there is no one out there for you to love?
Have you ever thought that God ain't watching over you from above?
Have you ever wanted the whole world to just go away?
Have you ever thought that you couldn't survive just one more day?
Have you ever experienced days were you could hardly stay sane?
Have you ever thought that all the bad things follow you - especially the rain?
Have you ever wanted to just tug out your hair?
Have you ever wanted to take your anger out on yourself - to rip and tear?
Have you ever felt like life would be easier if some things didn't exist?
Have you ever hoped that someday you will find eternal bliss?
Have you ever thought that no one gave a damn or two?
Have you ever wished that for once something involved you?
Have you ever thrown yourself over the edge?
Have you ever thought, 10 minutes later, that you want to climb back up that ledge?
Have you ever felt like you were some item on a shelf?
Have there ever been days that you just wanted to kill yourself? Edited Sun 2 Nov 08, 3:10 PM by fyrephin
Replies
10 Oct 08, 10:35 PM
Iona_O
UK(SS), 2 yrs
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I have in the past - there have been dark days and lonely days and days when I felt worthless and days when I picked at things I knew I should allow to heal. Thanks to Simone those are all behind me 
I hope you fine someone some day who makes you as happy as Simone does me Proud owner of Miss_Simone_I
Love me - love my cat 
Never argue with an idiot. They drag you down to their level then beat you with experience. (I must try to remember that  )
Edited 10 Oct 08, 10:47 PM by Iona_O
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10 Oct 08, 10:39 PM
Miss_Simone_I
UK(CB), 2 yrs
Y!
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Iona_O wrote:
I have in the past - there have been dark days and lonely days and days when I felt worthless and days when I picked and things I knew I should allow to heal. Thanks to Simone those are all behind me
I hope you fine someone some day who makes you as happy as Simone does me
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And you make me very happy as well darling.
Em, you are a very special friend and you are a very caring, loving individual who will make someone very happy one day.
I thank all thats good for having friends like you sweetie.
** HUGS & KISSES **
Simone x x x x x =^_^= SIMONE =^o^=
** Carpe Diem **
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10 Oct 08, 10:52 PM
fawn4n
UK, 5 yrs |
Yes, I have been there.
Probably will visit that place again but the good in my life eventually wins through.
You will find your happiness, I believe we all do.
We all deserve to be happy.
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10 Oct 08, 10:59 PM
MissKitty
UK, 7 yrs
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Yes, I had depression, very severe depression.
But I fought it and won and so will you Miss Kitty
=^.^=
www.cloven-heart.com
"It's better to be hated for who I am, rather than loved for who I'm not"
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10 Oct 08, 11:06 PM
GazUK1963
UK(B), 3 yrs
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I've had a small taste of many of those things, but infrequently and for short periods.
A few of them have stayed a bit longer and visited a bit more often, but still not that often.
No, I can't say that I have felt your pain, to do so would do you a disservice.
I still feel for you though and hope that you can move your life and your feelings to a better place.
Just remember people do care about you.
Gary x.
Everyone who lives dies, but not everyone who dies has truly lived.
When you're tired of The Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar you're tired of life!
Official member of The Tribe....
Member of the Midlands Maffia
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10 Oct 08, 11:11 PM
fyrephin
UK(B), 4 yrs
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Thanks everyone, sorry I haven't got the words to say more right now.
Thanks Gaz, always a gentleman on the boards - I wont tell them what you said in the memo!  You gave away the things You loved, and one of them was me
Edited 10 Oct 08, 11:12 PM by fyrephin
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11 Oct 08, 12:13 AM
GazUK1963
UK(B), 3 yrs
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fyrephin wrote:
Thanks everyone, sorry I haven't got the words to say more right now.
Thanks Gaz, always a gentleman on the boards - I wont tell them what you said in the memo!
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Polishes Hallo, I don't know what you mean .
Gary x.
Everyone who lives dies, but not everyone who dies has truly lived.
When you're tired of The Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar you're tired of life!
Official member of The Tribe....
Member of the Midlands Maffia
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11 Oct 08, 12:44 AM
Trivium
17 mths |
Everything you Have said Iam feeling right Now
And Im moving far away as possible because of it
remember Im here to Hunny If you ever need to chat
Hugs Anna xx PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN GLASS HOUSES SHOULDN'T THROW STONES
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11 Oct 08, 9:03 AM
dragons_sub
UK(B), 11 mths
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I just want to open my arms to you and give you a big long hug to show you that people do care
"Official member of The Tribe" Keeper of the (maxed out) credit card
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11 Oct 08, 3:27 PM
azureview
UK(B), 18 mths
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Common feelings bring us together.
When the black dog bites, most of us feel the nip by association.
Bestest to you, obviously. |
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