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I've somehow fractured the third metertarsal in my right foot. I've not done anything to it, but it's broken 
. Today they put me in a cast up to just below the knee. I have to keep any weight off my foot for 4 weeks and am back to hospital in 5.
My main feelings - I hate it, the immobility, the sheer hard work that crutches are, the fact that I haven't mastered the crutches and have nearly fallen over three times on the first day, the fact that i'm bloody unfit and walking even the shortest distance leaves me out of breath. The having to ask people to help me, the feeling like I am being a burden, the maybe forced time off work when i've so much to do. The slowness of everything.
My other feelings - I like how it feels. I think it looks sexy. I'm aroused at the thought of playing with it on. The feeling that I would be helpless, unable to get away. I want to be fucked with it on. Abused. For it to be gripped while i'm pounded hard. For the top of it to press hard into the back of my thigh as my legs are forced into uncomfortable positions.
I must say the idea of it all has given me the raging horn, Eek!
Anyone else felt like this?
Also anyone have a full blown fetish for casts?
Edited Tue 30 Sep 08, 5:32 PM by poutanaki
| 29 Sep 08, 8:40 PM Ouroboros UK(M), 4 yrs |
It would fall under medical fetish/ medical play. I think. All this has happened before and will happen again. |
