Hospital Tomorrow....... (4)

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beatabeatrix
Posted by beatabeatrix on Sun 28 Sep 08, 10:13 PM

At last the appointment I have been waiting for since my surgery in July. I hope that the consultant will now be able to give me some treatment to aleviate my symptoms and let me lead a "normal" life instead of having to rely so heavily on the good will of others! My biggest goal is to be able to drive properly...further than the end of my village without my legs packing up and having to be rescued by friends! To walk without my stick and not be frightened of falling over, to walk freely and not have to think about it! Oh to run as well......that may come later-I hope! TO BE ABLE TO WEAR MY HIGH HEELS!!! To be able to kneel down.....a sub who cannot kneel can be pretty useless! To be able to be tied up without everything going numb straight away!!! To be able to use my hands without them seizing up and becoming clumsy....can't play my guitar as well as I used to. My creative work has suffered to because I have little or no motivation to produce pieces, I cannot get to my courses, meetings and applying for commissions is futile if I cannot get to galleries,etc. So roll on tomorrow. I need answers - but I also realise it may mean more tests and more time in hospital too. The usual treatment is steroids.....whooppeee! At least I could be ready for the 2012 weight lifting team by then! Wish me luck fellow IC'ers. A very scared Bea tonight.

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28 Sep 08, 10:17 PM
Sweetiejar
UK(S), 8 yrs
good luck
xx
Sweetiejar
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28 Sep 08, 10:18 PM
LaRouge
UK, 4 yrs
All the best for tomorow and for good outcomes.
La Rouge
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29 Sep 08, 1:06 AM
masters_little_toy
UK(B), 2 yrs
best wishes for tomorrow, x
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29 Sep 08, 9:06 AM
beatabeatrix
UK(CV), 2 yrs

Thank you for the good luck messages....off in a bit!
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