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IC : Weblogs : candyflip : "Outside His Door"

Outside His Door (0)

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Posted by candyflip on Sun 21 Sep 08, 6:28 PM

I am always waiting outside his door.

Waiting to exist.

I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't want this. Even standing here alone, my cheeks burn with shame. Filthy little girl.

Patiently, I wait for his door to open. Silently, I crave his smile... His smile that tells me he knows why I am there as he opens the door wide and beckons me inside. His eyes that tell me he understands that I cannot be anywhere else, that he knows I exist for this, and that he enjoys my shame...

The shame of my need. My addiction to his defilement. My desperate and all-consuming need for anything from him.

I am always waiting outside his door.

Edited Sun 21 Sep 08, 6:38 PM by candyflip