Posted by Hislilpuppy on Thu 18 Sep 08, 9:33 PM to Hislilpuppy's blog.
It has been 9 MONTHS , 3 WEEKS , 2 DAYS , 6 HOURS & 27 MINUTES since my Butch has seen my pussy .. no not a cat !!
Oh the long time it has been , for us both , having not played or been to munches , events or clubs . A string of bad luck occured where I fell in february 2007 and was in bad shape out flat for 6 months and still in pain constantly to this day . Seeing a pain clinic and funnily my physio therapist had me up on the bed ... hands and knees wiggling my bum as she says " thats right like a doggy wagging their tail" i grinned to myself thinking this is the closest i have had to play ....
Then just as I came out of the excruiating pain managed by more medication than that of a pharmacist ( holding a huge carrier bag usually ) ...I no longer couldnt handle the idea of corsets (my fetish) or being beaten in anyway ... i slowly started to get back that need and craving for bdsm and really started to yearn to get back on the scene when more back luck occurred...
Lee was diagnosed with four discs out in her neck .... and had to have major surgery ... which has taken up all our energy from the begining of this year ... the pain she is left with is like someone pressing down hard on the pressure point under the collar bone along with nerve pain and loss of grip ....
So unfortunatly , when i started to get back the need for BDSM , Lee couldnt feel that need through the pain ... as a result our sex life dissapeared and bdsm gone making is more vanilla than i ever thought possible... I did start to indulge via SL as my only expression of bdsm ... which is like the SIMS 2 game mixed with BDSM and a chat room. Our D/s dwindled , yet recently we have had a breakthrough and began rebuilding our energy and trust ....
Now .. I used to get waxed every 6 weeks by Lee , my bikini and under , making me loverly and tidy ... but since I was off bdsm from february 2007 and Lee having medical problems .. i thought i really didnt need to have a wax...We are going to Amsterdam in a 4 star hotel for much needed R&R ... spending quality time together . I decided i should get a wx done since our connection had started to build again from the bottom up...
I got out the dusty wax heater , and set up the room with incense , and all the equipment realising that it had been that long since Lee had even seen my Pussy . I sat legs spread and looked to Lee , she looked to me ..we both laughed realising the fact ... It is a very big trust game to allow someone to wax your sex , undercarage and all ... and was amazed that even after all this time Lee remembered exactly what to do . It was a intresting experience because I had only seen the sadistic or Dominant glimpse a few times . Normally to prepare myself i count to three and then Lee waxes the area... yet as she got more into it... looking very methodical ... Lee began to wax areas without the count catching me off guard and crying out arching my back ... our eyes connect and i saw the glimmer of the Sadist behind her eyes , making my heart flutter... I had forgotten that feeling of being helpless to someone .
After the waxing it was a great experience because it showed us both that the connection was still there and even after all this time the trust was still there...
I now have a very neat and tidy pussy .... and the foundations of our connection and energy again ... *smiles*
Edited Thu 18 Sep 08, 9:38 PM by Hislilpuppy
| 18 Sep 08, 11:25 PM Sweetiejar UK(S), 11 yrs  |
It doesnt go away but real life makes it go to sleep for a while. It is always there though  Pix and I are going through something similar atm, not through illness though. I keep reminding myself that the beast is only sleeping. Sweetiejar | |
| 19 Sep 08, 12:10 PM LeatherDaddi UK, 7 yrs |
<wikked evil sadistic grin>..fucking delicious!! I have missed seeing tears in your eyes caused by my hand, those tears are passionate and ged damn amazing, and they taste real good to! Missed you lady/girl/wench/slut..can't wait to get you on that marshmellow bed.. always Hym I'm the one who makes her..************.. | |
| 19 Sep 08, 12:14 PM LeatherDaddi UK, 7 yrs |
Hibernation is a time to gather strength, to prepare yourself for the hard work ahead.I hope your hibernation helps the beast to come back stronger and meaner.. I'm the one who makes her..************.. | |
| 20 Sep 08, 11:46 AM LeatherKate UK(B), 4 yrs |
That's rather beautiful to read that actually. ~s~ Glad that you've found that energy to start again. Many don't. x [=-Embrace the beautiful lies, the chronic insanity of the sane-=] |
