Posted by janiya
on Sat 6 Sep 08, 4:45 PM to janiya's blog.
Does anyone have the answer?
Sex, 'play', filth, smut, beating.
I so badly want to used, abused, beaten, f*cked, punched, kicked, spat 'n pissed on, pushed further than ever before, discarded...
I thought after a while of absence it would just go away... but no... and don't even suggest a wank... that's not hitting the spot so to speak... i need that connection with someone... someone that will mock my snot-covered, tear-stained face.
Argghhhh!
Edited Sat 6 Sep 08, 4:50 PM by janiya
| 6 Sep 08, 6:38 PM HisHoliness UK(KT), 6 yrs |
It's not going to go away. Try to meet others, make friends and wait until you have trust in people who care about you. Then give them carte blanche. If they love you, they'll give you what you need without you being put in real peril.
This communication was brought to you from the desk of the Pontiff Elect, the benchmark by which purity, holiness & normality are measured.
Bless you. |
| 6 Sep 08, 8:16 PM Niphablepsia UK, 9 yrs  |
Right click, Eject.
The beatings will continue, until morale improves! |
| 6 Sep 08, 9:57 PM janiya 8 yrs |
Figured the answer out... self-control |
