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| LadyEmmaCavendish |
Recently (well everything is recent in my new life I guess) but more recently...it has been my Master's wish for me to be dominated by a Domme. And of course I feel very excited at the prospect too!!!
We found some who didn't live up to my high expectations, even at the photo stage. (anyone would think I had a choice lol.) Well...my Master being the fair but firm guy he is...challenged me to find one myself, to my liking otherwise he would choose for me. (One in particular who I am keen to avoid for cosmetic reasons) I found one who looked promising but unfortunately didn't live up to her promises. oh well, her loss. (Or was it his loss all along ???)
Anyway the search continues with a promising Domme on the horizon.
What appeals to me ???
Perhaps it's the opportunity to give pleasure - pleasure on demand, of a kind I cannot for "obvious" reasons give to my Master. I want to be with a female who knows exactly what she wants and when she wants it. (Is there such a thing?)
Which leads me onto purely selfish reasons. Am I allowed to be selfish as a slave?
If you're into sales the WIIFM factor (What's in it for
me - if you're not) is that I hope to receive high
quality training on pleasing a woman. if that involves
learning the hard way then so be it 
I found it a little strange speaking with her on the phone this evening. A little too "normal" almost. I guess that's because my Master speaks to me away from his family and addresses me in a tone and manner I deem to be appropriate for a Master. I have become accustomed to this and I expected a Mistress to be similar.
She told me she is not into whips and chains but can be very strict. it intrigues me to know how she will discipline me, if required...
It's strange too in that I'm a great one for trying to "dry run" things in my head with every possible combination. As I'm quickly learning that's not possible. In a way that's half the thrill and deep down I don't think I'd want to know "what will happen?" That doesn't stop me from imagining though.
At present I cannot perceive where we may meet, what i'll be dressed in and what role my Master will play. (he wants to be there for reasons I don't think I need to explain to any of you.)
Only time will tell......
Edited Fri 16 Jan 04, 9:39 PM by LadyEmmaCavendish
