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| LadyEmmaCavendish |
From the start my master seemed ideal - he soon lived up to my expectations.
When I originally received his photo...I thought "He looks exactly how I imagine a master to look."
(I should perhaps explain at this point that I wasn't consciously looking.)
He looks professional and stern. His piercing green eyes are very distinctive. He looks after himself and has the body to prove it. I love to hear his smile at the end of the phone - a sign I please him.
He moved quickly once he found me, with another dom hot on his heels in pursuit of me. This may explain why is he is currently quite possessive of me. I find this very humbling and I'm not sure how I will feel if this position changes.
In his working life he is a busy man, yet never too busy to ensure he looks after me thoroughly. This I appreciate very much.
He is very enthusiastic towards our relationship, I feel very proud and honoured. I very much enjoy our chats and have done since the first one we had.
When we met I was very nervous at first but soon realised I had nothing to fear. The meetings we have had have been thoroughly satisfying and I look forward to more (in the very near future).
I don't think of my master at all by his first name, simply as Sir.
My feelings for him deepen everyday and I will do (almost) anything for him, providing it makes him happy. This is my first position as a slave and it has taken time for me to put my master's thoughts and feelings before my own.
Some may struggle to understand the level of input I have into our relationship. In that my master is very keen to hear my opinions and sometimes adjusts his orders to take account for these, of course only if he agrees! That is not to say I dominate him, or any part of our relationship,I don't. I certainly don't want to either! He has a very persuasive nature and his firm beliefs are a solid foundation for our contact. I have the utmost respect for my master.
Sense of humour...we share this. A very dry Northern sense of humour. I think it is very important and it helps me feel at ease with my master. Being able to make the odd cheeky comment, ensures I can be open with him. In company I would not make such comments for fear of the impression I may cause...one of disrespect. I would not want to give a negative impression, I wouldn't want to let him down ever. I love the pride my master displays in my obedience and appearance; when I complete his orders correctly and efficiently, when I exceed his expectations and also when he is introducing me to others.
I am surprised at the depth of feelings I have for him after such a short space of time. I feel very warm towards him and love to feel his affection.
Edited Sat 27 Dec 03, 10:14 AM by LadyEmmaCavendish
