Suckered yet again (6)

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AWRed
Posted by AWRed on Tue 10 Jun 08, 10:19 PM

Well, here we go again,

A sudden sense of deja-vu. Weeks of billing and cooing, making plans, flirting, having fun. Building up trust, respect, sharing fantasies, supporting her when she needed it. And then of course, 48hrs before the big meet, the bombshells start dropping.

Thing is, I'm beginning to wonder if it's me thats at fault, and that's not healthy.

I'm kind, honest, tactile, trustworthy and scrub up quite well. What the fuck am I doing wrong?

I think it's time to hang up my ball gag and go into retirement. I'm just too damn tired to fight for what I want anymore.

All that I have is a big black emptiness where my soul used to be.

Never again.

Replies

10 Jun 08, 10:31 PM
goodghirl
UK(G), 5 yrs
£
Never say never
chin up kid
gg x
shoulda woulda coulda

10 Jun 08, 11:03 PM
Sarah_x
UK, 2 yrs Ah, what a shame hun
But it does happen
Keep on trucking, you'll meet the right person/people eventually.
Take care
xx
Life is short so treat others as you would like to be treated and hope for the best
If you are not part of the solution..you ARE part of the problem

11 Jun 08, 2:40 AM
genuine_cleaner
UK, 7 mths
Sorry you're going through a bit of turmoil at the mo. At 36, you're still young and seem to have plenty going for you so hang tough and wait for that change of luck which should be just round the corner.
All the very best.
Steve

11 Jun 08, 9:17 AM
just_the_two_of_us
UK, 22 mths

The right person, I will add here, always turns up at the wrong time! And when you least suspect they may be there. And normally when you looking/feeling your worst!

12 Jun 08, 6:18 AM
Require
UK, 3 yrs

Try it. Try hanging up your ball gag and giving up. I think you'll find it's not an option.

12 Jun 08, 6:22 AM
Require
UK, 3 yrs

Try it. Try hanging up your ball gag. I think you'll find it's not an option.


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