Posted by pinkreindeer
on Wed 21 May 08, 2:17 PM to pinkreindeer's blog.
Hmmmm...perhaps hanging round here wasn't such a good idea...I've been getting all sorts of urges over the past couple of days!
Might need to persuade F to indulge me...well, I indulge his kink all the time! I have been thinking longingly of my matched pair of horsehair and hide floggers....
Once again I seem to find myself in the middle of BDSM related angst!
F isn't particularly interested in in dominating me...but he is happy to top me from time to time...just really craving that feeling again...the scariness of putting myself into someone else's power and the wonderful melting fabulousness of pain...
One day, when little H (and any that follow her) are old enough that they can be left for a while with F in the evening I will actually be able to go to clubs and think about proper sessions...I just wish I could borrow a D for an hour or two a week!
Clarexxx
