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| Little_Miss_Shy |
on Mon 12 May 08, 2:53 PM to Little_Miss_Shy's blog.
Just gonna have a little moan, wondering if it might make be feel better...
I've just met this amazing guy, gorgeous, buff, tattooed, sexy, handsome (need I go on), totally interested in IC and BDSM, had a fab play session on Sat night and generally had a wicked weekend with him 
Then comes the but... Our life goals are so totally different. I am completly torn, I know I am gonna fall BIG TIME with this guy if we start seeing each other officially but then do I run the risk that he might change his mind or cut my losses and run now.
I am trying so hard to just go with the flow and enjoy the moment but this is playing so much on my mind its starting to upset me that I would have to give up this amazing man. I just feel that life keeps giving me the chance of happyness then at the last minute saying "HA HA HA Fooled Ya!"
| 12 May 08, 4:46 PM Mel_SnM UK(BA), 7 yrs |
I think sometimes in life you just gotta go with it - I would rather have a few moments of something amazing than a lifetime of nothing special. It depends on the differences you are talking about - if he wants to live in a tree in the amazon eating pea shoots and hugging plants and you don't for example - thats a huge thing to comprimise on. Its all a question of degrees. I am with someone who was in the forces (I promised myself years ago I would never go out with anyone in the forces again ever) and here I am - happy with a now ex squaddie.
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| 12 May 08, 7:27 PM StrictlyCumSpanking 4 yrs |
I can totally relate to your dilemna! ... I fell (the proverbial) hook, line and sinker for a submissive even though, with hindsight, it was obviously doomed to failure.
All I can say is that when I compare the intense enjoyment of the relationship against the disappointment of it ending - I still don't know what I'd do if a similar situation arose again
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| 27 May 08, 6:40 AM Mr_Nintendo 3 yrs |
Have faith in me x |
Not much help I know lol 